october 2014

"You don’t need a guy who’s married to the streets- But a man who’s engaged with his Deen and married to his Salah.. You don’t need a guy who loves you for all the accessories and make-up you’re wearing- But a man who loves you for the sake of Allah (swt).. You don’t need a guy who wants a wife because he’s tired of messing around with other girls- But a man who would want to complete half of his deen with you!"

maybe he iz the one. maybe he will be my final partner forever. maybe he will accompany me going to our son's graduation day. maybe he is the one who dont mind with my bad-looking-hair or dont-care-of-my-physical changes, and still want to grow old with me.

i dont know. dari 30 syawal dulu sampai dah masuk muharram pun, still tak buat istikharah lagi.

sebab? takut he iz not the one. dan mana nak cari lelaki baik macam tu lagi dalam dunia ni?

if we are going to marry, i know i have to sacrifice tooooo many things (takkan nak dengar kpop lagi kan?/ takkan nak pakai tak senonoh lagi kan? lol) but he will sacrifice banyak benda jugak. so yes kami (ewww kami tuu) kena belajar compromise la.

ah i dont know. dulu sibuk nak kawen, tak sabar jumpa mr right laa etc tapi bila 'jemputan'  tu dah datang, baru kau tau cuak!!

dan yang paling penting, i dont even remember muka dia macamana bahahahahaha


p/s: doakan pahang menang piala malaysia tau!

Akhirnya

Dulu dia pernh cakap lepas siap degree, dia nak sambung masuk pondok.. takpun masuk tahfiz..


Apapun yang dia pilih, just go on, dan semoga Allah permudahkan jalan. :)


p/s : lusa paper abnormal. Cuak. :/

Bye.

I have two male-best friends which I used think that I will end up with one of them.

If not A then it will B. 

But you know things happened.

I think I have lost both of them, and sadly, I miss having them as friends. 

And what hurt the most, I lost both of them at the very same time.

I need to move on, yes I know. 

I know very well that I have been staring at the same blank page for years.

So moving to another years, I think,it's the time to move on.

I can't keep holding on past stories.

Maybe it just me who held high hopes on them. 

Maybe I'm just another unimportant friend for them.

Maybe they never look me as their potential wife (HAHA)

Maybe they have forget everything about me.

Thus this would be my last stories about them.

sedih jadi perempuan yang mengharap ni tau.

Bye Mr A & Mr B.

And the old Athirah, Bye.

Escapism. Terasa nak menangis.

Watch Miracle in cell no 7 if you're ready for a very, very awesome movie.

p/s: selamat hari raya.  

dah masuk bulan mei? pfftt

1) dah 12 hari pun masuk bulan mei. jadi tak payah nak terkejut sangat lah
2) final exam lagi 2 minggu. gosh ape yang aku dah belajar sem ni???????????
3) sedang dalam fasa perubahan - menjadi manusia yang lebih sabar. doakan
4) bakal dapat 2 anak sedara ujung tahun ni. moga ibu-ibu dan (bakal) anak-anak selamat. AMINN
5) dah ada pengalaman kena saman. (yang lebih dari rm50 pulak tu). and it was hurt
6) dalam dilema. nak pegi konsert cnblue ke tak?????? oh oh oh
7) adin dapat masuk matrik melaka, which is a good for him. Alhamdulilah.
8) seriously have to cut down my expenses.
9) seriously ain & fato nak kawen?? huaaaaa jelezz
10) okmengantukkbye

he's my new bias 

yeah i'm getting old and should stop being such a crazy fangirl,
 but who cares?  muahahaha

dia.sangat.serius.kali.ini.dan.saya.mula.takut.

apa nak buat?  -_-