24 jam je tapi..

malam tadi, lepas isyak..abah bgtau yg Jay, anak ustazah sbelah umah,

accident..teruk gak katenye..wira yg dia naik xde ape,

tpdengarnye si Jay tu cedera parah..mata kiri dia rosak abis..

ish3..sedih aku dga..umur baru 20an

wlopun aku x igt bile kali akhir aku borak ngn si Jay tu..

tp aku baru nmpk dia 2 hari lps..gelak2 ngn abg2 dia..

smoga cepat sembuh ye..

pastu tak lame lps tu..bukak awani..ade satu family tu..lalu highway temerloh ni..

kene hempap ngn kayu balak..rupenye ade satu lori balak ni yg tali besi yg pgikat

kayu2 balak tu terputus..ape lg, jatuh tgolek la..hempap keta yg kbetulan dekat

ngn lori balak tu..sedih aku dga..satu family habis camtu je..

subuh2 tadi pulak..ade berita yg lagi sadis..psl pgantin 3 jam..

akad nikah pukul 10 pagi,pastu pukul 1 tghari, si pengantin lelaki accident..

mniggal kat situ gak..brsama mak ngn ayah die..sian si pgantin pompuan..

tiga jam je dpt jadi isteri..pastu dpt title balu.. cuba la bygkan..ko baru je akad nikah..

kenduri pun tak buat lg..baju ko pakai time akd nikah pun tak tanggal lagi..

dah dpt berita suami ko mniggal..tak ke haru..

maunye tak betul skejap..part yg sedih tu..

brg2 hantaran..sume ade kat umh pompuan tu lg..

waaaa sedih woo..dua2 laki bini ni pandai tau..sorang juutera yg nk jd pensyarah lpsan dr uk..

yg si isteri lpasan australia..tp nk ckp ape lg kan..mende dh jadi..kene redha laa..

nk lebih korg bace la paper arini..

tak pun tunggu buliten utama pukul 8 nanti..

ALFATIHAH UNTUK SEMUA MANGSA

si pengantin pompuan, Teh Ariffah..

no more please...

i love watching animation

but i hate making animation

i love drawing cartoon

but i hate making cartoon using animation

harghhhhhh

tensen

satu habuk pun tak siap

xde idea lak tuuu

ade sape2 nk tolong??

happy-happy mood

hai there..
sehat?
hope sehat la kan..
dah lme xburak2 kan
asik ckap psl hati je
memang buhsan
sori k?

amacam?
okey tak my new layout?
ade mcm kanak2 riang sket kan
and lately
i think i'm back to my-old-bad-habit
dulu, i love cute stuff, esp in pink
xkira la ape2 brg pun...
hmm i wonder why..
ohh also
sempena musim winter ni
saje letak snow2 sket
baru la rase cm kat overc
xdpt gi sne, tgk snow jatuh kt belog pun xpelaa
incek chad michelle muray, tolong mainkan salji utk saye buleh?

enuff about that
now,
i cant wait to back home..
and have holiday until sunday
can u believe that?
bole plak tgh2 sem kolej bg cuti lme2
hehehe
tula benifit kalo study kt private ni
syg msu~~~~

td mse kol my along
dia ckp csi new york dah ade season baru
wowowowow
it is awesome u know?


k la nk smbung tgk gossip girl
daaa

a little confession

now it is 1.31 am
7th of december
and just a moment ago
i had a little confession with my roomates, aka my besties
started with one simple question
it end up as a big secret of athirah akmar kamaruzaman
comes to others
i'm not a good girl
it is true
ask any TUALANGian,
they will agree
i'm a girl who did many unmoral things
well, you know
as teenagers i want to do many things
without thinking any consequences
until now i wonder why i become too bad
bacause my parents are amazing
they already teach me the bad and right things
but still, i become bad
and they cant be blamed
me is the one who you can pointing on
me.
not anyone else
oh boy
now i've become too emotional..
the reason why i told my near friend of mine
all my past time is
to let they know who is me
who exactly me
and now
i feel a little happy
as they accept myself as me
not other athirah
so i know maybe one or two of you
will read my post
i just want you to know
i'm ready if you wont be friends with me anymore
i can accept it
bcoz who want to share their story with a girl who had bad background?
me either.
so it is up to you
i think a friend should be honest to their friend.
hate me?
it's up to you
but to hate you
i'm never to do so.
enough.

this is official thank you
to all my friends
who always be there whenever i need
(e/o i dont know whether they can accept me or not)
how do i live without you?
these are awesome people in the world

nuhidayah yahaya
rabiatul adawiyah md isa
neili abu shuhud
nor balqis bukhori
adib syarah solihin
nor hafizah syofiyan
siti maisarah azman
nur nabila afifa abd razak
khalidah adibah samat

and also the only friend of mine
that going through with me
in my sadness and joyness

nur syahida zainuddin
(although i know you'll never read this post)


bless to ALLAH s.w.t
HE gives me a second chance to fix myself
and i really relief as
i had oppurtunity to do so ;)

surat berdarah

tkejut beruk aku
sangat2 tkejut
ape daaaaaa
rosak betul
mmg betul org cakap
susah nk carik kwn lelaki
yg batul2 jujur
ko pandai, kacak terletak (wek..susah nk pcaye)
tp moral value........ZERO
huishhhhhhhhh
ko igt org suke ke ko mcm tu?
ko rase bes la buat cmtu?
bangga la?
eh tolonglaaa
bwk2 la mgucap
(kalo reti lg nk mgucap)?
lainla kalo buat pkara baik,
boleh la nk bangga
ni..............
kalo ko nkorg pandang tinngi kat ko
ko kene hormat diri ko tu dulu..
ko tau kan bape juta org dh anggap ko jahat
bangga la tu?
ko kene la ubah
jgn teruskan ape yg ko buat dulu
jd la beeter person
ko tau tak yg,
aku baru rase bes kwn ngn ko
tp bile tgk ko cmni..cancel
cube ko fikir
cmane la satu hari nnti ko ske kat sorg pompuan ni,
pompuan yg lgsung xtau psl mse silam ko
n ko nk ambek die jd wife ko
ko rase family pompuan tu strime ko ke
bile tau prangai ko mse mude2 teruk nk mampus?
xpyh carik jauh
budak darjah satu pun tau
konpem ko kene reject
trus msuk tong sampah
no.aku bukan ckp aku ni baik sgt
tp at least, aku xdela xsenonoh cm ko
parent aku dh cukup ajar aku
mne yg baik, mne yg buruk
malu la wei
kalo bukan ngn aku
pelis malu ngn parent ko,
family ko
adik bradik ko
jiran tetangga ko
cikgu2 ko
lecturer2 ko
dan jgn lupe
pd Tuhan.
serius, aku mnyesal skg ni.
menyesal sbb bg pluang kat ko utk bramah mesra ngn aku
MENYESAL.
aku just harap satu hari nanti
ko tjga dr tidur
pastu pikir balik ape yg ko dh buat
dan rase malu,
malu smpai xboleh nk kuar umah
malu wlopun nk kol mntk maaf kat mangsa2 ko.
anyway
aku patut brterima kasih kat ko
sbb bg pgalaman sgt bharga ni kat aku
tenkiu ye encik engineer-to-be.
igt la what goes aroud comes around.
kalo tak kat ko
maybe kat anak cucu ko.
wallahualam.

rasa dihati

apa diharap padi di ladang,
entah berbuah entahkan tidak,
entah dimakan punai melayang,
apa diharap kasihnya orang,
entahkan sudi entahkan tidak,
entah-entah disambar orang...

hahahahaha kalo la ade org tau rase dihati ni..
nway i'm in really good mood..it is bcoz of him? i dunno.
maybe bcoz of hlovate? i dunno. or maybe bcoz now i now why
lately my heart beat super duper triple fast?
i dunno>>>>

thinking of you

If you need a friend

and

there are a hundred steps between me and you,

you can take the 1st step to get near me

and

i will take all 99 step to be there for you.

still not enuff?

True meaning of friendship:

Where there is no compromise in telling the secret.

And
there is no secret for which u need to compromise.

and read this,



i
May

Not

Be

The

Most

Important

Person

In

Your

Life

But

I

just

Hope

That

One

Day…

When

You

Hear

My

Name

You

Will

Just

Smile

&

Say

Hey

That’s
my friend

i'm not write this for no reason :)