forever 21

1) Thankssss for all your sweet wishes. Really appreciate it :)

2) I watched The Holiday a few days ago, and for the first time, I wasn't

attracted to second hero. Sorry Jack Black, but I couldn't bring myself to

hate Jude Law. He's too charming, lovely and err seductive? Did I mention

he also has a very husky voice? auwww

p/s: tapi beliau playboy dan suka mabuk2. minus 78 marks

3) HaHa's Rosa is a good song even I couldn't differentiate whether he's

rapping or talking or singing. Heh. Thanks to Running Man ep 73

4) Last night, after ate cake, my family and I watched Ice Age together,

and laughed together. That was a birthday gift that I always wanted.

Praise to Allah

5) I am 21 years old now,and will be 22 in a few days. But it's sad that I don't

have any signature dish(es) yet.

6) And I can't drive yet. Grr

7) I glad that he still remember my birthday, even after he 'unfriend' me. Hmm

8) I hate exams, but lets hope that the questions don't hate me

9) Durians should be banned from Malaysia. Why? Because I can't stop eating them.

pukul 10 makan buah fresh, tengahari makan sambal tempoyak lak, pastu petang

makan kuah durian dengan roti jala lak tsskkkk camane nak kurus cantik

cam neelofa???

10) whyyyyyyy I can't stop myself from listening all huh gak's sad songssss?

siapakah yang mati??? waeee??

p/s: let's stop here

17 dec

we started this with smile, so we should end this with smile too

forever alone

it's over. why?

SHE :

1) is a bad listener

2) is a terrible girlfriend

3) is cold

4) is heartless

5) is emotionless

6) is almost owns no self confidence

7) is childish

8) loves bad things

9) is so stupid

10) has no skill

11) is a daydreamer

12) is a freak

13) and has all bad characteristics that a girl might have

and HE:

1) has stable foundation of faith

2) has high level of patience

3) is good in sports

4) is precious son/brother/friends

5) has his own plan and goal, and tries to achieve it

6) is matured

7) has and all good criteria that a man should have

p/s: I already told myself to not expect anything from him, coz' i know he is too

good for me. but yet, after almost a year, I can fell the emptiness. but hey,

he deserves someone a lotttttttt betterrrrrrr than me. so, I wish good luck to him.

p/ss: and i wish i will find someone like him. if not 100%, maybe 70%?

*doakan untuk saya sekali k?*

p/ssss: I SHOULD STOP WRITING ABOUT HIM. it's hurt you know

p//sssss: i know that you're very busy. but at least, remember me.

if not what i like/dislike, at least please remember my name. tskk

seriously.it's easy to delete a name from your mind, but not from your heart.

move on darling :)

to you,

thanks for the memories.

self-reflect

1) my precious hard disc was attacked by shortcut virus, and I tried to save it, but all my pictures from my msu time till my convo days were disappeared. you don't know how sad i am.

p/s: hidayah yahaya if you read this, can you email me our previous 'gengstar ropol-ropol' pics? thanks.

2) I wrote a lot on my phone's calendar.you know, things like oh-i-met-this-cute-guy-wearing-white shirt or OMG-I broke-my-sister's-car with specific date.

but last night, I erased all of them.

i don't know what exactly happen to me. sick or what?

cuti-cuti cinta?

After went to Cameron Highlands 5 months ago, my family and I decided to visit Malacca and Port Dickson.

Our main reason is to attend my mom's ex-clerk wedding ceremony at Jasin,

but yet *evil laugh here*, we persuaded my mom to just go vacant ONLY. kekekeke

we stayed at Coral-Paradise-something-something,

HA FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT TO GO TO HOLIDAY,

you guys can book the hotel/chalet/apartment at Agoda.com.

just make an account, then you'll get special recommendation with special discount.

but normally people who do this (in my family,my bro in law)

is using credit card.so beware.

so here the few pictures that I managed to capture.

the rest pictures are still in my mom's ipad, and I'm too lazy to transfer.

*the quality of pictures are poor. i just used N82 not changih-mangih phone*

the view was too fascinating and in a blink, all my stresses were blown away together with wind

*ada macam robert frost tak?hihi*

oh yes we also went to taman buaya and places around bandar hilir.

heeee the last time I went there was about 9 years ago, so i'm very excited.hahaha.

all the buayas are fine as always, and the reptile park is stink as ever.ops?

akhir kata, marilah kita melancong tempat-tempat menarik di Malaysia.

sekian terima kasih.keke

i never mean to mean

I always being a mean 'friend' to him.

my words, my actions and even my voice, are always rude.

as if rude is my middle name.

we're just like that.

no improvement at all.

even we' re knowing each other since a decade ago,

and studying under a roof.

but when he used rude words to me,

i'm very terrified.

dejavu huh?

or I deserve to be treated like that?