final day

i dont have anything to write but i want write something here as today is our last day in 2010.

i just have 3 major hopes for 2011.

kick out my shyness, top up my faith to ALLAH and doing something beneficial for myself.

happy new year everybody. love yourself!!

terpengaruh

*terpengaruh dengan adib. hahaaa

Bold all the people who are my favorites/Idols/I like(listen to) their music/ & artist I really respect

1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Inactive Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)
16. GD (Big Bang)
17. Top (Big Bang)
18. Daesung (Big Bang)
19. Taeyang (Big Bang)
20. Seungri (Big Bang)
21. Jaebeom/Jay Park(ex-2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu(2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)
28. Max Changmin (TVXQ)
29. Xiah Junsu (TVXQ)
30. Micky Yoochun (TVXQ)
31. Uknow Yunho(TVXQ)
32. Hero Jaejoong (TVXQ)
33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. Cheondoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)
38. Dongwoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. Junhyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. Doojoon (BEAST)
43. KiKwang /AJ (BEAST)
44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)
49. Lee Seunggi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum
53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee)
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)
58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. Hyungjoon (SS501)
63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Seuk
65. LeeU (F. Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.cuz)
69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)
70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyunJoong (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)
75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang Kwanghee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)
84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSeop (U-KISS)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin Dongho (U-KISS)
91. Jinwoon (2AM)
92. Changmin (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)
96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minzy (2NE1)
98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara(2NE1)
100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk(CN Blue)
113. Kim Ah-Joong
114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekah (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)
122. Lizzy (After School)
123. Park Gyuri (KARA)
124. Seungyeon (KARA)
125. Nicole (KARA)
126. Goo Hara (KARA)
127. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)
128. So Hee (Wondergirls)
129. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Mi (ex - Wondergirls)
131. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
132. YooBin (Wondergirls)
134. Eunjung (T-ara)
135. Hyomin (T-ara)
136. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
137. Soyeon (T-ara)
138. Boram (T-ara)
139. Q-ri (T-ara)
140. Victoria (f(x))
141. Amber (f(x))
142. Luna (f(x))
143. Sulli (f(x))
144. Krystal (f(x))
150. Jihyun (4Minute)
151. Hyunah (4Minute)
151. Gayoon (4Minute)
152. Jiyoon (4Minute)
153. Sohyun (4Minute)
155. Woohyun (Infinite)
156. Myungsoo/L (Infinite)
157. Dongwoo (Infinite)
158. Sungyeol (Infinite)
159. Hoya (Infinite)
160. Sungjung (Infinite)
161. Sunggyu (Infinite)
162. Lee Hyori
163. JeA (Brown Eyed Girls)
164. Narsha (Brown Eyed Girls)
165. Miryo (Brown Eyed Girls)
166. Ga-In (Brown Eyed Girls)
167. Park Jungah (Jewelry)
168. Seo In Young (Jewelry)
169. Kim Eun Jung (Jewelry)
170. Ha Joo Yeon (Jewelry)
171. BoA
172. Young Sky (Oneway)
173. Chance (Oneway)
174. Peter (Oneway)
179. Fei (Miss A)
180. Jia (Miss A)
181. Suzy (Miss A)
182. Min (Miss A)
183. Choi Sungmin (Co-ed)
184. Kang Inho/Noori (Co-ed)
185. Taewoon (Co-ed)
186. Kangho (Co-ed)
187. Yoosung (Co-ed)
188. Kwanghaeng (Co-ed)

189. Soomi (Co-ed)

190. Chanmi(Co-ed)

191. Hyoyoung (Co-ed)
192. Hyewon (Co-ed)
193. HyoRin (Sistar)
194. Bora (Sistar)
195. Soyu (Sistar)
196. Dasom (Sistar)
197. Hwayoung (T-ara)
198. C.A.P (Teen Top)

mengarut :)

dear athirah akmar my only girl,

Happy Birthday my love.

it's as easy to stay in love with you as it was to fall in love.

sincerely, kim junsu

LOL-ed

everytime i look siwon,the first name comes to my mind is siti maisarah azman.

HAHAHAHA

dear sarah sshi, do you still hate him?

*choi siwon- athena : goddess of war episode 2

pssstt ini tips penting :)

A Day With One and A Half Men : What Girls Should Consider

1)Bawak beg bersaiz besar

Lelaki - lelaki dewasa sangatlah pemalas dan sentiasa ingin

bergaya. Pada pandangan mereka, sangatlah tidak cool

kalau menjinjing barang-barang yang mereka telah beli. Maka

mereka akan menyuruh adik/kakak/ mereka untuk menyumbat

barang itu kedalam beg/handbag yang dibawa.Namun, hal ini sama

sekali tidak akan berlaku JIKA mereka membeli belah di tempat-

tempat ekslusif seperti G200, Adidas,atau Al- Ikhsan. Ini kerana

membawa/menjinjing beg-beg kertas bercop mahal menjadi satu

simbol kemegahan bagi sesetengah lelaki.

2) Bersedia untuk menambah lemak

Lelaki, memang sangat-sangat kuat makan. Mereka juga tidak

kisah berbelanja lebih demi mendapat makanan enak.Oleh begitu,

jika anda adalah perempuan normal yang sedang risau tentang

tahap kolesterol dalam badan anda,maka elakkanlah keluar sehari

suntuk dengan 2 healthy men.

Ceritanya begini:

Sebelum keluar rumah - nasi lemak sambal sotong & air milo.

Dalam kereta - roti kacang merah & biskut lexus coklat

Sogo for lunch - Nasi Ayam Roasted & Teh Ais

Isetan - Burgers and Vanilla Coke

Ondaway balik - McD Double CheeseBurger & Coke & Dunkin Donuts

lelaki makan untuk tambah tenaga,

perempuan makan untuk tambah lemak.

i hate the fact.tskk

3) Bersedia untuk beratur

Yeah sekali lagi ditegaskan, lelaki sangatlah pemalas.

Beratur untuk beli tiket tren pun mereka suruh perempuan.

Tu tidak termasuk tugas wajib - membayar segala barang

yang mereka telah beli. Hiahh.

But even boys are lazy but girls still need them. T-T

4) Keluar hari Jumaat - SILA ELAKKAN

Lelaki wajib sembahyang Jumaat. Itu semua orang tahu. Oleh itu

mereka akan meninggalkan anda keseorangan selama lebih satu jam

sementara mereka bergegas ke masjid berdekatan. Untuk

pengetahuan anda, berjalan seorang diri tanpa arah tuju memang

membosankan. Anda akan teruja untuk 15 minit pertama dan selepas

itu anda akan menyumpah seranah bagaimana anda mahu

menghabiskan baki satu jam lagi.

5) Bersedia untuk dipandang sebelah mata oleh lelaki-lelaki kacak

Inilah part yang paling saya tidak suka.Di ingnorekan oleh lelaki

kacak memang menyakitkan hati. Contohnya katakanlah anda duduk

dalam tren dan berhadapan dengan seorang lelaki hot bertopi kelabu,

maka lelaki itu akan memandang anda dengan sebelah mata sahaja

dan akan assume "Ceh awek cun ni dah ader buayaprend ler, baik

tak payah pandang lebih-lebih ". Padahal lelaki yang dianggap

buayaprend itu adalah abang kandung anda.Tsskkk

Walupun semuanya nampak negatif, keluar dengan adik beradik

lelaki anda juga satu pengalaman yang menyerokkan.

contoh 1

Jika anda berjalan di jalan raya yang sibuk pada waktu puncak

sementara otak anda membayangkan YongHwa melagukan I'm A

Loner, maka peluang anda untuk dilanggar kereta atau terjelepok

didepan orang ramai adalah sangat tinggi. But Thanks God

I have two concern men who saved me from accident. Heh.

contoh 2

Anda akan belajar apa yang menjadi kesukaan dan kebencian lelaki.

Apa yang telah saya belajar? Itu adalah rahsia. Hahaha

contoh 3

Unforgettable moments - karaoke didalam kereta.

tentu Search, Wings, Nash dan Hattan akan menangis mendengar

nyanyian kami.And yeah kebanyakkan lagu yang disumbangkan

adalah lagu-lagu bernote tinggi.

And no wonder we had to face heavy rain throughout

the journey. hehe

p/s : my thought are maybe different with yours.

Till then.

still young maa

happy birthday along

:)

senyum sokmo tauuuuu

ever

i like boon jong go :)

nasib baik dia dapat girlfriend yang juta-juta kali cantik dari Ha Ni,

if not i may broke the dvd after this.

muahahaha

masa kat episod 14 part Joon Gu propose tu, siyessss

i nearly tergolek golek depan tv.

aduhhhhhh joon gu yaa meh datang mesia nak?

kita bukak kedai sama2 then every christmas kita balik incheon mlawat seung jo.

nak takkkkkkkkkk????????

lose my breathe

i love 0.30 onwards.and of course 1.40 till 1.56

dongwoonie, lets keep this as our secret kay?

junsu sunbaenim is at japan right now and i dont want make him sad.

he needs me and my faith right now...later i'll tell him.

aaaaahhhh dont worry beby, believe me. i can be fair

go and ask kyuhyun and yonghwa if you still need a proof.

untitled

i hate the fact that i still thinking of you.

4th dec

For God's sake, if i meet him again, i'll ask his name.for sure

for now, it's enough for me to remember,

he has a green barcelona jersey and spent his saturday afternoon at crowded place.

ahhhhh why we met at such place??????????

MAHA 2010 - indah khabar dari rupa

heh

• just finished SKK and my mom is the one who really amused by song jong ki,that's why she bought the complete dvd.
• move to mischievous kiss after this then mary marry me and secret garden are waiting for me
• 4 dec - 2pm's concert at singapore. of course i can't go but my heart is already there
• ft island's guitarist song seunghyun caught my attention even i dont interested in their song. LOL
• driving is so much fun.and picanto is really cute.heh
• just tell me when happy together junsu special will be on tv? or else please put their subs on youtube.
• and yeah.i love december.you'll never feel hot.

only you

잘지내냐고? 잘 못지내 니가 필요해

goodbye

tell me goodbye - bigbang

a short journey - super junior

it's hard to say goodbye to someone even he/she is only gives you a hard time

p/s- i love bigbang.thier ballad songs are delicious.

p/ss - kangin's voice is not bad actually.forgive me kangin sshi

p/sss- SYAHIDA ZAINUDIN, it's enufff ok.your matchmaker plan wouldn't success.believe me.

15 random things

it's about a guy that i've known for almost 15 years.

1) he is a mommy's boy.

2) still watching fairy odd parents and ferb & phineas.but he gets excited when watching aang.oh i mean avatar.

3) loves curry.and hate any dishes with fish. pemilih makanan, in short

4) has a plenty of stripes shirt. he say he looks extremely cool in that

5) hates pink and purple.he never had anything in that color, even he doesn't want to use pink comb or purple toothbrush

6) his loves for animals esp cats is unthinkable.sometime the cats and him are like brothers.

7) he maybe not good in math but seriously soooo good in crafting and drawing.

8) his latest obsession - fold paper to make origami.also in form of animals.

9) has a secret crushes to beyonce and shakira. and for local, erin malik

10) still sleeps with his parents.his reason is wants to sleep with a.c but i know, he has problems with darkness

11) he not interested in any sports, so he uses his free time playing a number of pc games,such as pokemon.

12)aha talk about pokemon, one of his wishes is a day tour to tokyo-he only wants to go to pokemon centre.

13) has two stuffed toys. a shinchan aka mr ohhooii and a spongebob aka mr spongy.

14) he works part time as a nurse for his mother. his most important duty is to make sure his mother eats medicine twice a day.

15) his specialty,cook maggi curry using microwave

even he has good and bad qualities, i still love him.

just improve your ability and strengths and i sure, you'll be an excellent veterinary.

happy birthday ADIN :)

p/s- poor nabila. sobs. and to sarah ,adib & fiza, selamat maju jaya.

:)

wanna be like u - cn blue

Alhamdulilah & Thank You.

p/s : so it's true that failure is success if we learn from it.

raya lagi

SELAMAT HARI RAYA RITARAUDAH.

ehh no no no i mean AIDILADHA.

have fun :)

stressed

you wouldn't answer my calls - 2AM

one day you want to be alone without any insulting voice came across your mind.

it's what i really want.if possible, right now.

please stop your correction, just start your connection.

i'll be waiting for that.

ini dia

crazy horse?

*dies*

and goo jung ha's reputation suddenly in risk.

HAHAHAHA

btw my result is on 22nd.

hmfphhhh

*dies again*

frustration

coagulation - KRY - repeatedly

ohh no. not about my results. frustrated ?ohh i hope it wont be happening.

it's about new malay novels that i just finished.

and to tell the truth,i just took 6 hours to finish read 300++ pages.

yess.i just skimming. not read.at all.

i wont tell ya any name here bcoz i tend to criticize it.

1)the novel itself is too expensive for typical-contract marriage-story.

2) lovestory between highly mighty tengku and very poor normal people.

ahhh i swear it's sooo lame. and unreliable.

3) just think about it. you go to unknown place to send things and then you have to get

married with the unknown man because his family thinks you're his girlfriend.

4) a story that full with ridiculous coincident. his ex girlfriend is your twins? and

you never knew that you had a twin sister? and then you actually a daughter of

a billionaire? hah.just kill me.please.

5) CONTRACT MARRIAGE???lame.tautak? sangat lame.

aha. it's enough.i can write more but i still have mercy to the writer*cheeh*.

actually,she can write better love story if she cuts all the typical storyline.

and if possible, dont mix up any novel's storyline and put it into a new novel.

it's sound lame and reader can detect it.

ahhh i just need a new malay novels that can catch my attention.

just like Adam&Hawa and Bayangan Rindu.

i never feel boringg to read them again and again.

and if you my chinguu if you have any suggestion what malay novel should i read,

just let me know okey?

also HAPPY DIVALI to all Hindu's

esp to syahid kapoor, john abraham, ranbir kapoor, and all hot Bolly guys out there

hikhik

hihi :)

2pm ugliest member?ohh pleaseeee. it's so not true.

ohh i guess i wrote about kpop stuff too much so i'm sorry if you don't like it

well it's me

*i've been editing this post for almost 5 times.and i dont know why*

berangan~~~

To Hyun
Finally, it’s my turn. I hope this journal is of use to you. Although it doesn’t look much, I put a lot of effort into making it. Please feel my sincerity. Do you feel any regret now? Honestly, I felt that there were too many invisible walls between us. I wanted to tear them down, that’s why I did that. Please understand me, okay? From the start, although so many things have happened to us, these are all unforgettable memories to me whenever I think of them. Your activities in Japan are going to be tiring, complete them successfully. I’m always grateful to you Hyun.
From The Author, Jung Yong Hwa

so sweet.

accident

alhamdulilah, saya okey je dan parut kat kening pun takde la ketara sangat.

adib,nasib baik parut dier kecik giler so aku terselamat dari penurunan saham.kekeke

dan thanks FIZA.ko sangat prihatin and i'm glad being one of your friends.

damn cute

ahhh he is too cute. and know what? i just found my new bias after yonghwa,kyuhyun and junsu.heee

P/Ss

1) syahida zainuddin, happy birthday.

2) adib,sara,fiza,dayah and all my x classmates, congratss. you deserved it.

3) haa pasal eksiden kening, alhamdulilah sekarang dah oke. thanks kepada yg concern :)

4) along & abang di, HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY. semoga bahagia hingga akhir hayat.

5) baru tau junsu yang nyanyi first verse utk cabi song. ingatkan chansung. hee patutla sedapp.

6) ehh fugitive plan b pun macam bess laa. aiseh nak tengok mana satu dulu ni??

7) saya takut&seram&berdebar&resahgelisah&cuak. lagi teruk dari masa spm dulu.

8) saya benci tengok orang bergaduh&dengki mendengki. adik beradik kot.ish ish ish. kamon people.

9) it's enuff for today. nanti kita sambung ye.

rambling. again

Top 30 Best Looking Idols' List by Mnet

1. Kim Hyunjoong (SS501)

2. Nickhun (2PM)

3. Koo Hara (Kara)

4. T.O.P (Big Bang)

5. Choi Siwon (Super Junior)

6. Sandara Park (2NE1)

7. Choi Minho (SHINee)

8. Park Yoochun (DBSK)

9. Yoona (Girls’ Generation)

10. Thunder (MBLAQ)

11. Jungshin (C.N Blue)

12. Yoon Doojoon (BEAST)

13. Dongho (U-Kiss)

14. Sulli (f(x))

15. Heechul (Super Junior)

16. Sungje (Supernova)

17. Jaekyung (Rainbow)

18. Seulong (2AM)

19. Jiyeon (T-Ara)

20. Taeyeon (2PM)

21. Sohee (Wonder Girls)

22. L (Infinite)

23. Suzy (miss A)

24. Dongjoon (ZE:A)

25. Han Sunhwa (Secret)

26. G-Dragon (Big Bang)

27. Jooyeon (After School)

28. Niel (Teen Top)

29. Hyuna (4minute)

30. Lee Hongki (F.T. Island)

i like and know some of them but my i still disappointed.kyuhyun at least should be on top 20.

s c a r e d

i'm extremely nervous and have a terrible sudden attack of fear.

competency test surely can kill you. and i almost being murdered.

same questions, same situation, but PLEASE NOT THE SAME RESULT.

AMIN.

he.

you can stop being a MC, because you'll get enough with your smile and wink.

and thanks, because of you i get to know tvxq member.

lol

p/s : 2pm's i can't is soooooooo breathtaking

ten ten ten

such a blessing day.10.10.10

Alhamdulilah i still alive.and readers, you may don't want to

read this.it's heck long okay.i just too lazy to start doing

something beneficial.

but omg yesterday i did some makeover to my very lame

style bedroom and i found out i had too many malay novels

that i never ever remember it's existing and now i know why

my mom will nag to me if i asked for her money to buy new

novels.haha.oh yeah then i pushed out my big wardrobe and

i'm mesmerizing with the quantities of baju kurung that

i had. it's too much oke.that will happen if you've two

married sisters who now can't wear their old baju kurung

because of overweighting. hahahaha. suriii along&angah.

because of my superhigh determination,and

i not asked for any help from others,(yeah adin was

studying at that time and his kind hearted atih don't want

to disturb,mak and abah also doing their own works) so i

really have to do my project without any sub worker.and

yesss this will happen if you have 2 married sisters.

sobs.and as the result, my right hand is completely itchy

and it's hard for me to do others work such as perah santan.

ouchh

ohh my classmate, siti sarah binti razak had her marriage

ceremony,yesterday afternoon and most of her cliques came

along way to felda mengkuang.she is my first 20 years old friends

got married so it's surprising me.

i even cant cook rendang so that's why i cant married.

anyway sarah, may ALLAH bless you and your husband.

and sorry, i cant come to your special day but lets hope i can

come to your house for your lenggang perut ceremony or

even your first child's birthday party.muahhh.

next, i have tons and tons of korean dramas that i really want

to watch. ahh because i still dont know when is my competency

test so i can use my time briefly to watch

them. haha.just hope abah's broadband will perform well

this becoming days.and i cant wait 2pm new album and of course,

new kbs drama.

oh.this is what i wanted to write but as always, i tend to write

crap things first and pushed away the major things.ok.

tough one for me.i know most of my friends will end their

practicum in this becoming weeks. and seriously, i'm too sad

when i'm thinking i should together with them and we should

counting days eagerly to put full stop to to our study. but Allah

is Mighty as He knows what the best for His follower and believe

there is relief after all the difficulties.i just...a little bit annoyed

when i heard some of my lucky friend who managed to go to

practicum but do not perform very well, even didn't come to

school. ahhh just back to your sense my friends, think about

us(me?) who really wants to go to practicum but..hmmmmmm.

yeah i know.there's nothing i can do

if i still talk about past things. it's all in past time.

so in present,i should do something.one of it is keep writing in

english. like what i do(did) right now. so if you have found

mistakes in my writing, just let me know.i know you surely

can find them. and to all my friends, please use your

remaining days with something nicer and keep all your

practicum things.never think about throwing all your'

teaching aids and all because you know that i really

need all that things next time. muahahaa. i think this is

only positive side that i can accept.btw just keep praying to ALLAH

and hope all things will be okay :)

ohh photo of the day:

insanely beautiful. so I hope all the gay out there will straight back

after looking at her. LOL.

just clik here for more

aahh its so refreshing hearing old song - i'm dumb BOF ost