forever 21

1) Thankssss for all your sweet wishes. Really appreciate it :)

2) I watched The Holiday a few days ago, and for the first time, I wasn't

attracted to second hero. Sorry Jack Black, but I couldn't bring myself to

hate Jude Law. He's too charming, lovely and err seductive? Did I mention

he also has a very husky voice? auwww

p/s: tapi beliau playboy dan suka mabuk2. minus 78 marks

3) HaHa's Rosa is a good song even I couldn't differentiate whether he's

rapping or talking or singing. Heh. Thanks to Running Man ep 73

4) Last night, after ate cake, my family and I watched Ice Age together,

and laughed together. That was a birthday gift that I always wanted.

Praise to Allah

5) I am 21 years old now,and will be 22 in a few days. But it's sad that I don't

have any signature dish(es) yet.

6) And I can't drive yet. Grr

7) I glad that he still remember my birthday, even after he 'unfriend' me. Hmm

8) I hate exams, but lets hope that the questions don't hate me

9) Durians should be banned from Malaysia. Why? Because I can't stop eating them.

pukul 10 makan buah fresh, tengahari makan sambal tempoyak lak, pastu petang

makan kuah durian dengan roti jala lak tsskkkk camane nak kurus cantik

cam neelofa???

10) whyyyyyyy I can't stop myself from listening all huh gak's sad songssss?

siapakah yang mati??? waeee??

p/s: let's stop here

17 dec

we started this with smile, so we should end this with smile too

forever alone

it's over. why?

SHE :

1) is a bad listener

2) is a terrible girlfriend

3) is cold

4) is heartless

5) is emotionless

6) is almost owns no self confidence

7) is childish

8) loves bad things

9) is so stupid

10) has no skill

11) is a daydreamer

12) is a freak

13) and has all bad characteristics that a girl might have

and HE:

1) has stable foundation of faith

2) has high level of patience

3) is good in sports

4) is precious son/brother/friends

5) has his own plan and goal, and tries to achieve it

6) is matured

7) has and all good criteria that a man should have

p/s: I already told myself to not expect anything from him, coz' i know he is too

good for me. but yet, after almost a year, I can fell the emptiness. but hey,

he deserves someone a lotttttttt betterrrrrrr than me. so, I wish good luck to him.

p/ss: and i wish i will find someone like him. if not 100%, maybe 70%?

*doakan untuk saya sekali k?*

p/ssss: I SHOULD STOP WRITING ABOUT HIM. it's hurt you know

p//sssss: i know that you're very busy. but at least, remember me.

if not what i like/dislike, at least please remember my name. tskk

seriously.it's easy to delete a name from your mind, but not from your heart.

move on darling :)

to you,

thanks for the memories.

self-reflect

1) my precious hard disc was attacked by shortcut virus, and I tried to save it, but all my pictures from my msu time till my convo days were disappeared. you don't know how sad i am.

p/s: hidayah yahaya if you read this, can you email me our previous 'gengstar ropol-ropol' pics? thanks.

2) I wrote a lot on my phone's calendar.you know, things like oh-i-met-this-cute-guy-wearing-white shirt or OMG-I broke-my-sister's-car with specific date.

but last night, I erased all of them.

i don't know what exactly happen to me. sick or what?

cuti-cuti cinta?

After went to Cameron Highlands 5 months ago, my family and I decided to visit Malacca and Port Dickson.

Our main reason is to attend my mom's ex-clerk wedding ceremony at Jasin,

but yet *evil laugh here*, we persuaded my mom to just go vacant ONLY. kekekeke

we stayed at Coral-Paradise-something-something,

HA FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT TO GO TO HOLIDAY,

you guys can book the hotel/chalet/apartment at Agoda.com.

just make an account, then you'll get special recommendation with special discount.

but normally people who do this (in my family,my bro in law)

is using credit card.so beware.

so here the few pictures that I managed to capture.

the rest pictures are still in my mom's ipad, and I'm too lazy to transfer.

*the quality of pictures are poor. i just used N82 not changih-mangih phone*

the view was too fascinating and in a blink, all my stresses were blown away together with wind

*ada macam robert frost tak?hihi*

oh yes we also went to taman buaya and places around bandar hilir.

heeee the last time I went there was about 9 years ago, so i'm very excited.hahaha.

all the buayas are fine as always, and the reptile park is stink as ever.ops?

akhir kata, marilah kita melancong tempat-tempat menarik di Malaysia.

sekian terima kasih.keke

i never mean to mean

I always being a mean 'friend' to him.

my words, my actions and even my voice, are always rude.

as if rude is my middle name.

we're just like that.

no improvement at all.

even we' re knowing each other since a decade ago,

and studying under a roof.

but when he used rude words to me,

i'm very terrified.

dejavu huh?

or I deserve to be treated like that?

you make me smile :)

Salam.

Done with largest,crowded-est,and most happening open house ever.

the good news is - all foods are sold out

and of course,

the bad news is - I have to do all the cleaning works, which I hate the most

anyway,

thanks to all who came just now.

let's hope that Allah brings more rezeki to myfamily so we can

invite more and more people :)

p/s : my mom will departure to batang pinang,this monday. pray for her safety okey?

hello :)

still not believing where I am @__@

Alhamdulilah. I'm still alive.

that pictures were taken on the last day of taaruf week.

well, taaruf weeks was awesome but still full with

briefings.

*and I listened to 2pm/cnblue/beast most of the time instead of taking notes*

about hostels, I stayed in mahallah saffiyah.

*mahallah = hostel

I got a room with 4 small compartments.

my room is so comfortable which

I get my own place, and the best thing is

it's fully furnished, which means I just have

to bring myself in and wallaaa- FINISH

and that polka dots on yellow paper is my personal board.

hmmm about classes, i'm still in celpad and I only can enter

the kulliyah if and only if I get high marks on EPT.

so on this semester, I only learn languages.

well at this point, I do regret why I enter uia because I will graduated

on my mid-20's,

but ALLAH knows better than me and I should use this opportunity to learn.

NEVER GIVE UP!! ogehhhhhhh?

see ya

* currently addicted with jaejoong's I'll protect you*

bye msu. hey hey uia

yeah what I need is LUCK.

please.pray.for.me

p/s: masuk tempat orang bawak otak bukan parang :)

http://aatthhiirraahh.tumblr.com/

click that link, in case you're missing me more than you ever know.

p/s: WARNING, that side full with craps and non-educational things so if you don't like

that, heh please go away

key-el: twice in a row

saturday 20/08

I went to midvelly with mista doc, my sis, my bro in laws and of course Adin.

we wanted go to Jalan Tar at the first place but you know..how packed Jalan TAR would be on saturday?

so yes we rather shopped at less crowded people even TAR is like syurga membeli belah.

omo omo omo sales were everywhere!!!!!

I nearly can't breathe seeing beautiful flat shoes omigad 70% discount?

vintage handbags are everywhere?

and ohh ohh aisya sofea new novel?

ooooooeeeeeeeeggggggggggggggggg

*FAINTING*

the best part is, i didnt bring much cash.

and my other siblings are tooooooooooo stingy to give wang pendahuluan.

so goodbye. nice to meet you.

i am focusing into things that i should buy.

you know, like pillow, hanger and things like that.

jusco is so good and most things that i wanted to buy were having 20% or 50% discount.

am i lucky ?

heh perasan

okey no the MOST INTERESTING PARTS.

1) my sis and decided to put things on carboot and other 2 men and a half were wander around shoes festival.

we knew that we (my bro) parked his Forte at level 3.

but you know how big level 3 is?????

i nearly cried for helpppp

we were end up being there almost for an hour..

and i was fasting!!!

tips: PUT THINGS ON CAR BOOT IS A JOB DESIGNED FOR MEN,NOT WOMEN. *please support me

2) hahaa. Funny things. ready to take out tissues paper to wipe away your tears.

after finished put things on car boot, my sis and I went to upper level.

we took a deep breathe nearby the escalator.

and my so-perasan-eyes were noticed that a few people (MEN) were looking at me?

and i was like WHAT?AM I THAT HOT? and stuff like that.*smbey bela2 tudung*

in few second after that I noticed that the blouse that i wore is having a big hole,

right under the arm at the shoulder.

in short, lubang/ koyak dekat ketiak. T__________________________T

and I never noticed this things before.

again T_______________________________________T

without any delay I forced my sis to 'escort' me to buy another blouse/ shirts.

so in the end, I BOUGHT A NEW BRAND BLOUSE TO COVER MYSELF.

tips: TAKE A FULL CHECK ON YOUR BLOUSE/SHIRTS/BAJU KURUNG/SELUAR BEFORE YOU GO OUT.

if not, you will facing hard times like me.

we arrived at home on 6 o'clock. and then I have to get ready for majlis khatam Quraan.

*tired oooo*

sunday 21/08

8'o'clock, my home public phone rang.

the only grandmother, Nek Lang (my grandmother's sister) passed away

because of failure heart and chronic diabetes.

abah, mak and I berdesup balik kajang at that moment.

unfortunately, jenazah dah dikebumikan at the time we arrived

T_____________________T

arwah really loves abah, everytime abah meets her, she will sobbed without any reasons.

abah seems so sad. and looking abah sad, i feel sad too.

AL FATIHAH.

we arrived at home on 4 o'clock. sampai2 umah, abah terus hantar adin balik tualang.

avoiding sadness by forcing himself to do things that makes him tired?

yes my abah is like that.

so that was my story.

*lama tak blog panjang2 kan?*

I need someone who can control me,

not someone who instruct me to do things that i hate.

you force me pretty bad, you know?

p/s: the person i am talking about is not my mom

it's hurt to see the ending. why are we pretending?

p/s: another lyric for my next sad song.

preparation?

thirty three days before registration.( and counting)

apart of X-Ray ( which costs me a damn hell to pay),

I do not prepare anything at all.

ngeeeeeeeeeeeee takutttttttttttt

p/s: I know that I have to sit arabic and english test two or three days after reg but still,

I DON'T START STUDYING ANYTHING AT ALL. sobsssss

help me. anyone?

I am fine with or without him hahahahahahah

p/s: kau kejam athirah!!!! kejammmmmmmm

inilah namanya REZEKI :)

graduating with flowers and pink hello kitty :)

ALHAMDULILAH.

rezeki ada kat mana-mana.

i believe in that.

but seriously i nearly forget about that when i failed my competency test.

*aaahhh u can read and understand my feeling if u read late posts*

yelaaaa masa tu memang tengah down giler-giler ahhh.

okey tu cerita lama. move on pelisss.

last Friday, ALLAH opened a new door for me when I got an offer from UIA.

can you believe that???

me who was a former loser dapat masuk uni yang high prestige tuh??

i was spellbound and dumbstruck for uhmmm more than 5 minutes??

but here again, i remembered that ALLAH listens to every prayer from us.

just cepat atau lambat aje kan?

even psychology seems to be a lot different form TESL,

i'll think that as the main reason why i should study more than others!!

FIGHTING TYRA!!

and dear Syahida Zainuddin (i dont know if she'll read this or not)

please please please be umbrella no matter what season that i have to faced.

can you be one ida-sshi? because i'm sure i'll be yours :)

andd ehem. remember this.

i never choose this course or uni for other reason. thank you

(stop smiling ida!!)

IT'S TOMORROW!! WAAAAA I FEEL LIKE MY HEART WOULD BURST.

I get out of my own way, let you have your way

- Bruno Mars, Move On 2010-

kisah hati

looks like he's not the person who will understand me even I don't even speak a word.

Salam.

I don't have any mood to do anything T__T

kembali pada-Nya

Jumaat lepas, sorang pakcik taman aku meniggal dunia.

arwak meninggal sorang-sorang dalam bilik dia,walopun anak arwah ada kat umah..

Nauzubillah. mintak-mintak ibubapa kita tak jadi macam ni..

kita pun sebagai anak harap-harap dapat bersama ibubapa kita masa

mereka menghembuskan nafas terakhir..

dan malam semalam baru abes tahlil arwah tiga hari berturut-turut..

Allah itu Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Agung.

pagi tadi,lepas subuh, dapat berita pulak sorang makcik ni yang

dok sebaris ngan umah aku meninggal dunia..

AL FATIHAH untuk mereka

novel punye pasal

kita dah biasa dengar bebelan parents kita beristigfar panjang bila kita

dok mengadap novel 2-3 jam dalam bilik sampai lupa masak nasi, jemur kain,

basuh pinggan dan sebagainya.

kita paham. membaca novel hanya lah aktiviti yang boleh dilakukan

bila free aje. maksudnye, jangan harap la kau senang- senang nak baca novel pada

waktu-waktu puncak. itu semua kita paham.

kita juga harus akur, kita harus mengutamakan apa yang utama dulu.

maka kalau tetiba ada orang menyergah suruh tido semasa

kita tengah dok terlentang masa baca novel tengah-tengah malam,

maka kita harus akur dengan perintah itu.

iya iya kita paham.

mereka tentulah taknak kita bangun lambatkeesokan paginya.

panggilan yang maha esa tentulah harus ditunaikan.

dan mereka juga mahu milo panas berasap dan roti telor

garing sedia terhidang sebelum mereka pergi kerja.

lagipun, sangat lahh tidak manis jika satu taman perumahan tahu

anak dara kak mah kita ni bangun tengahari.

habis takde orang nak datang meminang.

dah la kau tu memang tak laku pun sobsss T__T

tapi, apa harus kita buat jikalau IBU/MAK/BONDA/MAMA/UMI kita sendiri

yang dok goyang kaki baca novel pada waktu yang tidak sesuai?

sampaikan 'OMG mama dah tengah malam ni asal tak tido lagi?'

dan mamanya pun balas ' takpeee takpeee sikit lagi nak abes ni'

padahal si anak tahu mamnya baru baca mukasurat seratustigapuluhlapan.

*nak tipu anak sendiri yang pakar novel?* heh.

ini sudah kronik.sungguh saya tidak tipu.

saya akui,saya gila novel. kalo ada novel best, sanggup

tak buat keje lain. asalkan dapat abeskan novel itu.

TAPI,

tak pernah laa bayangkan emak yang saya sayangi pun gila novel jugak.

sampai masa gi bercuti tepi pantai pun sanggup dok terperap dalam bilik

sambil baca novel. dan paling tak bole blaa,

masa kemas barang nak pergi kursus, barang first yang dimasukan ke dalam beg ialah

NOVEL.

omigod. ini sungguh kronik.

memang sungguhlaa kemana tumpahnya sos spegethi kalo bukan ke spegethi?

kan? kan? kan?

okey kalo UMI/MAMA/IBU/BONDA anda tidak seperti ini,

maka anda perlu bersyukur.

eh eh tapi tak bermakna saya tidak bersyukur dapat emak sebegini.

jangan salah paham ye

p/s : novel yang dimaksudkan ialah Kasih Yang Suci

FYI drama pukul 7 tv3 skarang, Nora Elena, diadaptasi dari novel itu.

sekian.

random

not in order

1) we're still awkward with each other. yes we're.

2) my belongings are still on boxes walopun dah 2 miggu jadi penggangur tetap. i'm just lazy like that

3) currently watching 49 days, another good Korean drama.

4) I learn Arabic Language every Sunday and Monday night. told ya, only Nani and I are the

belia and the rest are warga emas. it's fun though. you know the feeling when you already

finished 10 questions but the makcik-makcik besides you still writing the date and day. ekekeke

5) ahhh my family and I went to Cameron 2 weeks ago, and this becoming weekend,

we will go to Cherating. another free vacation.hurmm jealous? you supposed to be. hihihi

6) I cook everyday. tolong kagum. ehee

7) went to my first job interview. and the position that I want is SUPERVISOR. hahahahaha

8) my mom bought 200 little tilapias and put them on the small pond. it's under my care

so don't tell my mom that I secretly bought 15 more to replace the dead little fishes.

it was not my fault.maybe they just don't comfortable to live in pond.

or I just give too much food to them??well Thank God it's just cost me 30cent for each fish.

9) BEAST came out with full album!!!!!!! wow wow wow

10) it's 11 in the morning and I don't do any house chores yet so till then.

BYEEEEEEE

nothing last forever

listen to :maroon 5 - nothing last forever.

GOODBYE SHAH ALAM.

i hope this time is for real :)

untuk yang terakhir kali

last day.

no more shouting.

no more lesson planning.

no more mental preparation.

no more relief classes.

no more .....

urgh i just lost all my words.

SAD T__T

to my favourite couples,

happy 32nd anniversary

there's no word to describe how I love both of you

paradise ranch

15 reasons why you should watch paradise ranch :

1) two EXTREMELY good looking heroes.

2) nice,interesting,easy to understand story.

3) beautiful sceneries from first till last episode. tak dapat gi jeju island,

tengok dalam drama pun cukup le

4) you will love all the OST.nak-nak lagu tvxq feat snsd seohyun.

5) full with moral values and romantic scenes. uhuuu

6) only 1 out of 3 heroins is beautiful so you wont feel sympathy to the other two women.

7) MAX CHANGMIN is so handsome. terlalu. sangat. sungguh. betul tak tipu.

8) MAX CHANGMIN adalah antara manusia yang berwajah cantik. marah comel.

merajuk comel.cemburu comel. baru bangun tido pun comel.senyum lagi laa comel.

9) and he has nice body. awwwwww.he shirtless few time tau. kekeke

10) okey si second hero a.k.a ajusshi tuh pun kacak jugak. dia tak sehandsome max

tapi ladies surely will smitten by his smile. DUH. tapi orang cakap dia tu gay.

what a waste kalo rumors tu betul :(

11) ajusshi tu sangat loving. sweet. baik hati. pemurah. bergaya. tapi sayangnya dia

dah ada wife :(

12) the production team must spent big money to give attractive and fashionable

wardrobe to all the casts.siyes semua baju cantik-cantik.

13) nice closure untuk Da Ji ngan ajusshi. ajussshi pun dapat partner. tak macam yonghwa

dalam You're Beautiful.hmphh.

14) tak banyak kiss scene. bagus. kurang sikit dosa. stakat 2,3 kali tu takpe la kan? hikhikhik

15) anda akan mendapati diri anda tetibe aje obses kat DBSK walapon before ni anda

tak pernah ambik tau langsung-langsung pun pasal dorg.hehehe

akhir kata, sila laaahhhh menonton drama ini. sesungguhnya anda tidak akan kecewa.

selamat menonton!!

ex husband 'mandikan' ex wife. kekeke

good looking kan? kan? kan?

picture credit to http://smtownjjang.wordpress.com

again

i watched paradise ranch until 2am, then woke up at 6.46am for my subuh gajah prayer,

did house chores and slept again until 12

that's how i spent my very-first-so called-holiday-morning.

p/s: paradise ranch is another typical korean drama but who cares? btw i am typical woman who likes typical drama. heh

p/ss : changmin has a very big mouth and i do hate him because of that BUT now i think his mouth is soooo sexy. HAHAHA

what a pity huh?

i can be serious sometimes.

just beware.

p/s: it's not about money. it's about dignity.

p/ss : HIDAYAH YAHAYA, i'm so sorry for my late wish. just hope you can forgive me :)

whines

saya sangat semangat untuk mendownload episode 19 running man.

maka saya korbankan masa tido saya semata-mata menunggu wifi free

yang bole dapat hanya pada tengah malam.malangnya selepas satu setengah

jam bertapa depan laptop,dan menidakkan perasaan mengantuk saya,

baru lah tau laptop saya takleh bukak video yang telah saya download itu.

sekian, terima kasih.

memang saya sekolah petang tapi esok, hari rabu, ada aktiviti kokorikulum.

sebagai guru penasihat badminton maka tepat pukul 8 pagi hari esok, saya

mesti sudah berada di gelanggang badminton. oh oh dan saya juga tidak

menyiapakan lagi lesson plan untuk DUA kelas,

sekianm terima kasih sekali lagi.

131 am 23/02/2011

serve you right!!

holidays

it's not in order.sorry.

1) holidaysssssssssssss. yeah finally. i really need breaks and HAVE to be far way with few

peoples. hmpphh

2) kenduri. yeah. rumah sebelah buat double kenduri sabtu ni. dan haruslah kami

sefamili bz menolong. dan bila busy menolong haruslah takder mase nak

berehat-rehat goyang kaki. haiahh

3) cuti ni agak panjang kot sebab tu banyak plaks yg ajak buat reunion.

adehh malas laa. dah gemok :((

4) ehem nak cakap pasal hati jap. adelaa satu pakcik malang nih yg kononnye setia

menunggu aku (*yelatu) dan selama ni aku asik ignore je sebab yela dia tu mcm ok,

pastu belaja pun pandai asal lak nak suke kat pompuan gemuk lagi malas mcm aku ni kan?

:/ tapi sejak akhir-akhir ni kan, ntah la maybe dia dah guna2 aku kot (EHEH padahal

sendiri yg gatal) aku dah macam bole terima encik tu sikit-sikit.kalo dia msg pun

dah tak garang mcm dulu-dulu. pastu aku dah bole share cerita mcm2 ngn beliau.

aduhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. aku memang tak reti pasal relationship nih tapi normally

we're easily to fall in love with someone who can make us smile kan? tapi da ni tak laa.

jadi ottokke???

5) ehem balik kepada athirah yg normal. eh eh oh jiho tu agak kacak kan? dlm single

daddy in love tu dia tak berapa nk kacak walau kacak lahh jugak (*ayat ape nih)

tp cuba tengok dia dalam super rookie. gila kacak. sumpah.dalam super rookie tu

watak dia bong sam so smpai skg kalo nampak dia mesti panggil bongsam.hihihi.

6) ohhh ohhh korg tau kan aku ni suke liverpool? kalo yg tatau, iya saya ialah

penyokong setia liverpool. tapi yg tak tahan si torres ayam tuh bole gi tuka masuk

chelsea. yeah wth? nampak sangat ko gila duit.apa daaaaaa. aihateyuuuuuu.

7) pasal reunion lagi. adeh malas laa nak join.lantak la org nak ckp tak sporting

ke ape ke. tapi bff dah merayu-rayu ajak gi. hmphh. dan berkemungkinan juga

akan jumpa encik yg dimaksudkan di no 4. aigooooo. camne eh? gi ke tak?

8) ehh korg tau kan pahang banjir? along adalah salah satu mangsa yg terkepung

tapi still degil takmau pindah.tak paham betul :(

9) my princess macam boring je. tp takper laa. saba. maybe epsd 1 ngn 2 je kot

yg borg. harap-harap.

p/s : suka dengar gud love - mblaq.

dah la dulu. anyong

scold-lahh

school is great but it will be more great if there's no lesson plan. haihhhhhh

neways, thanks kepada dua cikgu kacak. now i've more reasons to come to school. lalalala

i dont know if i can watch next wgm.

it makes me sad :(

pix credit to hisyamjourney

what i have to tell

Hello.

1) i'm going to report my duty tomorrow.earlier than others.

2) so on monday i'll go straight to class. that's mean this weekend i have to do something with lesson plan.jhgfgkljhg??

3) yesterday i managed to buy things from hanger to log book in only 37 minutes. i think it's a new record of mine

4) this is my route for this weekend. it's okay as long as i have my mp3 under my tudung.

saturday till tueday - sahalam.

tuesday till thursday - mentakab.

thursday till friday - sahalam.

friday till sunday - mentakab

sunday till ????? - sahalam

6) now about beast. omo omo omo they are here. HERE.

7) i feel good to know i breathe in and breathe out the same quality of air with them. ulalalalaaaa

8) but then i feel so sad as i don't get to see them in live :\

ahhh i have plenty things to do.

till then.wish me luck

bicara hati

1) i admit i did wrong. i used to hate hwang chansung but after i watched Joo's MV,

i have to say,he's so handsome and i can't let myself hating handsome man.LOL.

u can watch him here

2) i am in bad headache every time i think about practicum and all things about that.

3) i love sixth sense's cinta matiku.repeated more than 10 times already.i love

the chorus very very much.

4) lol i set up my own tumblr a month ago and today it already has 100 post.

ehehehe. what to say. i've nothing to do.except sleeping & eating ofcourse.

5) i got high fever on monday and amazingly i can drink iced milo by

tuesday and today i even switch on the a.c. so i guess i am not

a monday person.hehe

6) oh oh oh i hate mary. and i hate kang whateverhisname too.thanks god

they'll disappear in weeks later and then teac,suzy and wooyoung

will replace them.wohhoo.

7) errkk macam laa dapat rumah ada kbs world.lagi penting,macam ada

mase nak tengok sume tuh. oh tidakkkkkk

8) by the way, i loveeeee this picture. if kyuhyun was there then it will complete.

ignore the man-to-man intimacy .focus on three amazing men in front.

lastly, sahalam,waiting por me.i mishyu.