berangan~~~

To Hyun
Finally, it’s my turn. I hope this journal is of use to you. Although it doesn’t look much, I put a lot of effort into making it. Please feel my sincerity. Do you feel any regret now? Honestly, I felt that there were too many invisible walls between us. I wanted to tear them down, that’s why I did that. Please understand me, okay? From the start, although so many things have happened to us, these are all unforgettable memories to me whenever I think of them. Your activities in Japan are going to be tiring, complete them successfully. I’m always grateful to you Hyun.
From The Author, Jung Yong Hwa

so sweet.

accident

alhamdulilah, saya okey je dan parut kat kening pun takde la ketara sangat.

adib,nasib baik parut dier kecik giler so aku terselamat dari penurunan saham.kekeke

dan thanks FIZA.ko sangat prihatin and i'm glad being one of your friends.

damn cute

ahhh he is too cute. and know what? i just found my new bias after yonghwa,kyuhyun and junsu.heee

P/Ss

1) syahida zainuddin, happy birthday.

2) adib,sara,fiza,dayah and all my x classmates, congratss. you deserved it.

3) haa pasal eksiden kening, alhamdulilah sekarang dah oke. thanks kepada yg concern :)

4) along & abang di, HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY. semoga bahagia hingga akhir hayat.

5) baru tau junsu yang nyanyi first verse utk cabi song. ingatkan chansung. hee patutla sedapp.

6) ehh fugitive plan b pun macam bess laa. aiseh nak tengok mana satu dulu ni??

7) saya takut&seram&berdebar&resahgelisah&cuak. lagi teruk dari masa spm dulu.

8) saya benci tengok orang bergaduh&dengki mendengki. adik beradik kot.ish ish ish. kamon people.

9) it's enuff for today. nanti kita sambung ye.

rambling. again

Top 30 Best Looking Idols' List by Mnet

1. Kim Hyunjoong (SS501)

2. Nickhun (2PM)

3. Koo Hara (Kara)

4. T.O.P (Big Bang)

5. Choi Siwon (Super Junior)

6. Sandara Park (2NE1)

7. Choi Minho (SHINee)

8. Park Yoochun (DBSK)

9. Yoona (Girls’ Generation)

10. Thunder (MBLAQ)

11. Jungshin (C.N Blue)

12. Yoon Doojoon (BEAST)

13. Dongho (U-Kiss)

14. Sulli (f(x))

15. Heechul (Super Junior)

16. Sungje (Supernova)

17. Jaekyung (Rainbow)

18. Seulong (2AM)

19. Jiyeon (T-Ara)

20. Taeyeon (2PM)

21. Sohee (Wonder Girls)

22. L (Infinite)

23. Suzy (miss A)

24. Dongjoon (ZE:A)

25. Han Sunhwa (Secret)

26. G-Dragon (Big Bang)

27. Jooyeon (After School)

28. Niel (Teen Top)

29. Hyuna (4minute)

30. Lee Hongki (F.T. Island)

i like and know some of them but my i still disappointed.kyuhyun at least should be on top 20.

s c a r e d

i'm extremely nervous and have a terrible sudden attack of fear.

competency test surely can kill you. and i almost being murdered.

same questions, same situation, but PLEASE NOT THE SAME RESULT.

AMIN.

he.

you can stop being a MC, because you'll get enough with your smile and wink.

and thanks, because of you i get to know tvxq member.

lol

p/s : 2pm's i can't is soooooooo breathtaking

ten ten ten

such a blessing day.10.10.10

Alhamdulilah i still alive.and readers, you may don't want to

read this.it's heck long okay.i just too lazy to start doing

something beneficial.

but omg yesterday i did some makeover to my very lame

style bedroom and i found out i had too many malay novels

that i never ever remember it's existing and now i know why

my mom will nag to me if i asked for her money to buy new

novels.haha.oh yeah then i pushed out my big wardrobe and

i'm mesmerizing with the quantities of baju kurung that

i had. it's too much oke.that will happen if you've two

married sisters who now can't wear their old baju kurung

because of overweighting. hahahaha. suriii along&angah.

because of my superhigh determination,and

i not asked for any help from others,(yeah adin was

studying at that time and his kind hearted atih don't want

to disturb,mak and abah also doing their own works) so i

really have to do my project without any sub worker.and

yesss this will happen if you have 2 married sisters.

sobs.and as the result, my right hand is completely itchy

and it's hard for me to do others work such as perah santan.

ouchh

ohh my classmate, siti sarah binti razak had her marriage

ceremony,yesterday afternoon and most of her cliques came

along way to felda mengkuang.she is my first 20 years old friends

got married so it's surprising me.

i even cant cook rendang so that's why i cant married.

anyway sarah, may ALLAH bless you and your husband.

and sorry, i cant come to your special day but lets hope i can

come to your house for your lenggang perut ceremony or

even your first child's birthday party.muahhh.

next, i have tons and tons of korean dramas that i really want

to watch. ahh because i still dont know when is my competency

test so i can use my time briefly to watch

them. haha.just hope abah's broadband will perform well

this becoming days.and i cant wait 2pm new album and of course,

new kbs drama.

oh.this is what i wanted to write but as always, i tend to write

crap things first and pushed away the major things.ok.

tough one for me.i know most of my friends will end their

practicum in this becoming weeks. and seriously, i'm too sad

when i'm thinking i should together with them and we should

counting days eagerly to put full stop to to our study. but Allah

is Mighty as He knows what the best for His follower and believe

there is relief after all the difficulties.i just...a little bit annoyed

when i heard some of my lucky friend who managed to go to

practicum but do not perform very well, even didn't come to

school. ahhh just back to your sense my friends, think about

us(me?) who really wants to go to practicum but..hmmmmmm.

yeah i know.there's nothing i can do

if i still talk about past things. it's all in past time.

so in present,i should do something.one of it is keep writing in

english. like what i do(did) right now. so if you have found

mistakes in my writing, just let me know.i know you surely

can find them. and to all my friends, please use your

remaining days with something nicer and keep all your

practicum things.never think about throwing all your'

teaching aids and all because you know that i really

need all that things next time. muahahaa. i think this is

only positive side that i can accept.btw just keep praying to ALLAH

and hope all things will be okay :)

ohh photo of the day:

insanely beautiful. so I hope all the gay out there will straight back

after looking at her. LOL.

just clik here for more

aahh its so refreshing hearing old song - i'm dumb BOF ost

Kim Bo Peep

finally i know how to put video from youtube into blog.

yeahh tau.i'm pretty slow.

and yes, he is kim junsu a.k.a 2pm's gangster sunbae.

he has a very nice purple watch, that's why i love purple lately ^^

dear my only one adin,

i wish you all the best for your PMR and i know you can do better than me.

just focus and believe in yourself. and dont worry, your ateh is always keeps her promises.

btw,

i'm so sorry for my last post. that will be happen when i'm in senget mode.

ohh also my late fb status also sound very absurd and i repented.

and talking about exam, i really dont know when my competency test will held

but as long as not in short notice, i will be okey.

tired

you don't know how tired i am to keep thinking positive all the time.

it's hurt so much that sometimes i just cant go through all these things anymore.

ahhhh everything happens for a reason, ey nickhun? i hope so.