2009 story~~~

2009 was a good year for me. let's recap my important date..

17 jan -- my first co-curiculum camp a.k.a vege camp,

only at msu..nothing much

03 feb -- my first blood donation..baru tau diri ini rupenye bdarah B..

mcm abah..

08 feb -- bought my first property, at lowyat, together with Balqis and De

bukan ape, bcoz it's 1st expensive thing that i had, rase sgt2 teharu :)

08 march-- holiday and i spent most of my time in front of pc, watching BOF

haha that time sgt addicted ngn cite tu..smpai mimpi2..hehe

05 april -- 1st time jumpe along's boyfriend. 1st impression : well not bad.

he bought me mcflurry~~tau ye cmane nak bodek?

07 april -- abah & mak 30th anniversary-all siblings balik-dinner ramai2

27 may -- final uefa barcelona vs man u..yesss barca menang :)

29 may -- gi tengok konsert yuna kat bale 13.. bes gle..accidently falling in love with

yuna's drummer..hehehe

30 may -- tengok konsert lagi, kali ni bunkface, shila ngn hujan..boleh tahan laa

16 june -- TWO YEARS AT MSU

25 june -- someone masuk uitm. erk sape? biarlah rahsia.

04 july -- my abah kena demam chikugunya..sobssss..IT'A VERY PRICKING LOOKING

HIM SICK

08 july -- teman dayah masuk singing competition..i'll always love youuuuuu

17 july -- although tak suke man u, tp hepi gaks man u datang bukit jalil

18 july -- man u vs mesia, 3-2. not bad

16 august -- anniversary angah ngn abg syarul.

26 august -- bebuka puasa ngn adib, sarah, nabila, dayah kat kfc then smayag kat

masjid shah alam..also 1st time jumpe in real volksvogen toureg.besnye

09 sept -- my heart broke. woundless pain.

18 sept -- my lappy hampir dicuri..alhamdulilah masih rezeki..

19 sept -- terpecahkan pasu feveret mak a day before raya..haru

25 oct -- ALONG'S WEDDING.. kegembiraan yg undefined

19 nov -- dpt result sem 3..ohh lalalaa..

2 dec -- pegi wet world..best :)

3 dec -- 14 A banjir. x best :(

15 dec -- in love with JS's novel..esp SYUD's..wahahaha

23 dec -- i love my friends..unexpected

25 dec -- BBQ day..

31 dec -- bought aA+bB also kain cotton..tercapailah hasrat :)

see, macam2 blaku dalam setaun ni kan? kita je tak sedar..

so I Wishing you a fabulous 2010 with full of great achievements and experiences.

A meaningful chapter waiting to be written HAPPY NEW YEAR!

p/s : sorry post kali ni boring sket...

tralalalala

hye :) bnyk nak cite, tp malas nk taip..hehehe.. sejak smc mogok tamau bg ktorg on9 free,
tpkselaa mrantau gi mamak2 trdekat.. hmm nk wt cmne kan..nk berberukband, tak mampu plaks..
k, stop nagging..
balik weekend lps, mmg bess.. bukan sebab besdey aku ke hape,
tp bile dpt spend mse ngn family, buat xtvt2 yg fun..
bakar2 ayam, carik cacing sme2, gi mancing ikan.. seronok abess..
bak kate omputih

"The love of a family is life's greatest blessing"

tp kalo abg aku ade, konfem ktorg msti lg hepi..
yela, beliau la insan yg paling suke makan ramai2 ngn wat xtvt outdoor ni..
tp xpe ye DE, yah dah makan kan for your behalf..heheheh

u know what
sometime i think i'm very luckyy
why? (haa nk start prasan la ni)
bcozzzzz
i have a great family
ABAH - super cool man ever
MAK - very good adviser, also my guider
SISs yg sangat bertimbang rase
BROs yg sangat protective
BROs in law yg pemurah---(kadang la) erkk

tp kite tatau kan
bile kesenangan kite akan ditarik..
ntah2 kite hepi hari ni
esok buppppppppp
ade antara org yg kte syg pergi..
so hargai mereka smentara ada kan?
pulang la kerumah sekerap mungkin ye.

*reward utk dayah--buku BUAHmu bnyk mnyedarkan ku wlopun dikau membencinye ;p

akhir kata..ececehhh
marilah kita saling sayang menyanyangi
ehehehee




if the world without the sun,
if the lake without water,
if the teh tarik without sugar,
if the kitchen without knife,
if the restaurant without chef,
if the school without teacher,
if AZRIL without DHIYA,
it is like
ATHIRAH without her FAMILY
hehehehehehehehehehehehe
left : azarina( lucy liu), athirah (cameron diaz) and amalina (drew berrymore)

kamilah KAMRUZAMAN's angel

gaya sorg gadis pingitan menoreh getah, langsung tidak meninggalkan sifat2 keayuannya

60 vs 19 : a great day

mode : extremely happy

listen to : shape of my heart, BSB

this is my 60th post and

today i'm officially 19 years old single lady. hik.

i just want to say THANK YOU very much to all my friends

for all wishes, prayers and also, PRESENTs.

i'm never thinking to be very lucky as in having such a great friends like them.

syukran ya ALLAH.

to boys, i appreciate your vigorous n hardness in remembering my birthday date.

thanks a lot. it's kind of weird bcoz we're not talk with each others for a long time.

anyway hope your gurly-girlfriends not chase me with knife.thank you.

and, to my family, no words could describe how graceful i'm having you as my guider.

love you. thanks a lot

so dear my reader, I would thank you from the bottom of my heart, but for you my heart has no bottom :)

wat suspen je..

helo :) minggu ni, tak pasal2 aku balik umah lagi. tak pasal2 abeskan

duet..dah la next week pun nk balik lg. 24 tu msti ade kat umah.

heee xpela..janji hepi..oke.malam tadi ade satu kjadian yg sangat

saspen. nak tau?hehe sila bace hingga abes.

ari isnin aritu, mak, abah, angah,abg syarul ngn adin g langkawi

ala konon2 ade family gathering laa. nak2 uncle aku ade umah kt sne.

joli sakan la..then utk balik, dorg naik feri dr langkawi pukul

12 tghari hari jumaat.smpai kl maybe dah malam.

so aku ngn lain2 bajet msti dorg tdo umah cu @ cikyan

pastu pagi tu bru gerak balik pahang or something cm tula .

so jumaat malam sabtu tu, aku, abg de, along ngn abg Di

dok gelak2 hepi2 tengok incredible hulk. lucah sungguh cite tu..

tibe2 phone umah aku brbunyi..hah, aku cuak dah..kan besenye org kol

malam2 ni nk ckp mende urgent.. upenye mak aku kol

suruh jemput dorg kat tol bentong, sekarang.mase tu dah 11.30 malam.

aku pun tkejut la. apahal ni? ingatkan dorg balik esok.

ni msti ade kes ni. sore mak pun cm marah2. abg Di pun ape lagi.

terus siap2.along memang la ikut, die mne boleh bpisah ngn hubby die.

aku ngn abg De plak, nyebokk nak ikut. suspen ni wey. msti nk ikut.

so tepat pukul 11.45, ktorg dh kat atas jln..mksud aku avanza la kat

ats jalan. abg Di drive bukan main lajuuuuu lg. dh la x psg ekon.

angin mlm kt higway tu sejuk gile..tudung aku nyaris2 nk trbang. hik.

dlm kete tu, mcm2 spekulasi ktorg buat..hampir sume mende buruk..

hmmm..x smpai sejam lps tu ktorg smpai kt tol bentong.tp dorg tak smpai lg.

mse yg ade tu ktorg tdo jap..yela dh 12 lebey.ngntuk la.,

ok make it short, xlme lps tu, kete waja purple angah yg dpandu

abg Syarul pun smpai kat blakg avanza..

tkejut gile ktorg tengok kete. penuh ngn barang. mak ngn abh smpai

takleh nk blunjur sbb sume tmpat pnuh ngn brg..ish2 ni shoping

satu lgkawi ke hape? dah salam2 tu ktorg tnye la..asal mak nk balik

umah gak.kan boleh rilek2 dulu.mak jawab cmni

'esok pagi mak ade meeting kat skolah.nak tak nak kne balik gak la'

ish. tuje ke? bria aku hingat mende lain..hisyhh..bria je suspen.

pdahal xde ape pun..hisy..tp yg pntg, sume slamat.tu yg penting..

so mlm tu, kami ber9 tdo pulul 3 lebey, slepas bborak sakan.

pagi ni haa, amek kau bnagun pkul 9.. :)

oleh itu, dpt pgajaran dr kjadian ni

1) bile dah keje, kite msti professional, work must comes first, nak2 kalo kite brjawatan

2) tak boleh ade prasangka ngn family sndirik..sebab dorg tu familu kite gak..susah senag msti bsama

3) hehe ni crap je. aku fikir kan kedua-dua mnantu lelaki mak boleh drive wktu mlm, tak bising pun

wlpoun dorg letih giler babas..so menantu lelaki bongsu dorg pun msti cam tu. faham mksud aku? tak?

takpe. biarlah rahsia. heeee

TAMAT

kata pujangga

buat orang tersenyum adalah salah satu cara

untuk buat diri kita rasa lebih baik.






aku rase la.
thanks SYUD.
your words aware me so much.

i'm blessed having friends like them..

kami ber5

3 bermata 2, 2 bermata 2 :)

nelly, daisy, sara, addie

2 dec aritu
stelah bbrape tahun mrancang,
mgharungi onak duri di sana sini,
malah mendengar
bejuta nada sinis org mengata
akhirnye......
sampailah kami ke wet world yg mmg basah tu..
dgn menaiki saga baru nabila,
berbekalkan beguni makanan home made
dan nafsu utk membasahkan diri yg mnebal
kami hampir saje kepucatan dek kerana kesejukan air kolam disana..
dan jgn lupe jasa pak guard@tukang sapu@penjaga plampung
yg agak 'menyepoilkan' our beautiful morning
juga beberapa budak-belum-mumayis yg dok menjeling2 kami
tahulah kami seksi lg mnarik bila basah2 mcmtu
tp sedarlah, kalo tak sekacak taylor lautner
dan tidak lancar membaca ayat kursi
tak perlu blagak macho kpd kami yer
hehe sorry. tersarcastic.
baiklah.sambung.
kami sebenarnya sedikit keciwa dgn sorg lg ahli gengster ropol2
iaitu fritx oscar yg tetiba menarik diri disaat akhir
jikalau tidak
tentu trip kami ini akan lebih mnarik
betul fritx.kami merasai kehilangan kamu.
tada tipu punya

si baju kuning : fritx


setelah puas berendam dan bermain air secukupnya
maka kami pun bersiap dan terus bersalin pakaian
akibat perut2 mula berlagu keroncong
kami pun bergegas ke tasik shah alam yg jauhnya cuma sepelaung
seperti biasa
kami makan, bergusip, marakam video dan berpitcha
itulah xtvt tipikal bg kami, juga pada sume anak gadis seusia kami.
serius cakap.nasi goreng air tangan nabila sangat superb,
bandung sejuk dan kopi adib juga tidak kurang umphhnya,
cekedis-cekedis kpunyaan sarah ngn dayah yg mnjadi kudapan sepanjang hari,
dan juga sandwich tuna segar dari laut
akhirnya berjaya memenuhkan perut kami..
lalu setelah berpitcha diatas jambatan
kami harus pulang ke pangkal jalan
kerana myedari zuhur sudah kehujung.

-tamat-

.kpd kawan2ku yg membaca post ini.
kita mesti saling mempercayai.
apa guna jadi kawan@sahabat
kalo sentiasa berprasangka.
juga, sudah2 la.
jangan mementingkan diri sendiri.
kalo nak org jaga hati anda,
tak buat prkara yg anda xsuka,
jadi, anda perlulah
jaga hati kawan2 anda,
tak buat perkara yg kwn anda tak suka.
sebab, tiap2 org adalah berlainan.
saya tulis ini bukan nk ckp saya ni sempurna
tidak.
ini juga sbagai peringatan utk saya.
sebab saya syg kwn2 saya.
i'm nothing w/o you all.
kalo ade antara kita saling bertelingkah
sebab benda2 kecik,
sila igt balik kenangan terindah kita ni.
our friendship is more precious
than everything.

wasalam.

24 jam je tapi..

malam tadi, lepas isyak..abah bgtau yg Jay, anak ustazah sbelah umah,

accident..teruk gak katenye..wira yg dia naik xde ape,

tpdengarnye si Jay tu cedera parah..mata kiri dia rosak abis..

ish3..sedih aku dga..umur baru 20an

wlopun aku x igt bile kali akhir aku borak ngn si Jay tu..

tp aku baru nmpk dia 2 hari lps..gelak2 ngn abg2 dia..

smoga cepat sembuh ye..

pastu tak lame lps tu..bukak awani..ade satu family tu..lalu highway temerloh ni..

kene hempap ngn kayu balak..rupenye ade satu lori balak ni yg tali besi yg pgikat

kayu2 balak tu terputus..ape lg, jatuh tgolek la..hempap keta yg kbetulan dekat

ngn lori balak tu..sedih aku dga..satu family habis camtu je..

subuh2 tadi pulak..ade berita yg lagi sadis..psl pgantin 3 jam..

akad nikah pukul 10 pagi,pastu pukul 1 tghari, si pengantin lelaki accident..

mniggal kat situ gak..brsama mak ngn ayah die..sian si pgantin pompuan..

tiga jam je dpt jadi isteri..pastu dpt title balu.. cuba la bygkan..ko baru je akad nikah..

kenduri pun tak buat lg..baju ko pakai time akd nikah pun tak tanggal lagi..

dah dpt berita suami ko mniggal..tak ke haru..

maunye tak betul skejap..part yg sedih tu..

brg2 hantaran..sume ade kat umh pompuan tu lg..

waaaa sedih woo..dua2 laki bini ni pandai tau..sorang juutera yg nk jd pensyarah lpsan dr uk..

yg si isteri lpasan australia..tp nk ckp ape lg kan..mende dh jadi..kene redha laa..

nk lebih korg bace la paper arini..

tak pun tunggu buliten utama pukul 8 nanti..

ALFATIHAH UNTUK SEMUA MANGSA

si pengantin pompuan, Teh Ariffah..

no more please...

i love watching animation

but i hate making animation

i love drawing cartoon

but i hate making cartoon using animation

harghhhhhh

tensen

satu habuk pun tak siap

xde idea lak tuuu

ade sape2 nk tolong??

happy-happy mood

hai there..
sehat?
hope sehat la kan..
dah lme xburak2 kan
asik ckap psl hati je
memang buhsan
sori k?

amacam?
okey tak my new layout?
ade mcm kanak2 riang sket kan
and lately
i think i'm back to my-old-bad-habit
dulu, i love cute stuff, esp in pink
xkira la ape2 brg pun...
hmm i wonder why..
ohh also
sempena musim winter ni
saje letak snow2 sket
baru la rase cm kat overc
xdpt gi sne, tgk snow jatuh kt belog pun xpelaa
incek chad michelle muray, tolong mainkan salji utk saye buleh?

enuff about that
now,
i cant wait to back home..
and have holiday until sunday
can u believe that?
bole plak tgh2 sem kolej bg cuti lme2
hehehe
tula benifit kalo study kt private ni
syg msu~~~~

td mse kol my along
dia ckp csi new york dah ade season baru
wowowowow
it is awesome u know?


k la nk smbung tgk gossip girl
daaa

a little confession

now it is 1.31 am
7th of december
and just a moment ago
i had a little confession with my roomates, aka my besties
started with one simple question
it end up as a big secret of athirah akmar kamaruzaman
comes to others
i'm not a good girl
it is true
ask any TUALANGian,
they will agree
i'm a girl who did many unmoral things
well, you know
as teenagers i want to do many things
without thinking any consequences
until now i wonder why i become too bad
bacause my parents are amazing
they already teach me the bad and right things
but still, i become bad
and they cant be blamed
me is the one who you can pointing on
me.
not anyone else
oh boy
now i've become too emotional..
the reason why i told my near friend of mine
all my past time is
to let they know who is me
who exactly me
and now
i feel a little happy
as they accept myself as me
not other athirah
so i know maybe one or two of you
will read my post
i just want you to know
i'm ready if you wont be friends with me anymore
i can accept it
bcoz who want to share their story with a girl who had bad background?
me either.
so it is up to you
i think a friend should be honest to their friend.
hate me?
it's up to you
but to hate you
i'm never to do so.
enough.

this is official thank you
to all my friends
who always be there whenever i need
(e/o i dont know whether they can accept me or not)
how do i live without you?
these are awesome people in the world

nuhidayah yahaya
rabiatul adawiyah md isa
neili abu shuhud
nor balqis bukhori
adib syarah solihin
nor hafizah syofiyan
siti maisarah azman
nur nabila afifa abd razak
khalidah adibah samat

and also the only friend of mine
that going through with me
in my sadness and joyness

nur syahida zainuddin
(although i know you'll never read this post)


bless to ALLAH s.w.t
HE gives me a second chance to fix myself
and i really relief as
i had oppurtunity to do so ;)

surat berdarah

tkejut beruk aku
sangat2 tkejut
ape daaaaaa
rosak betul
mmg betul org cakap
susah nk carik kwn lelaki
yg batul2 jujur
ko pandai, kacak terletak (wek..susah nk pcaye)
tp moral value........ZERO
huishhhhhhhhh
ko igt org suke ke ko mcm tu?
ko rase bes la buat cmtu?
bangga la?
eh tolonglaaa
bwk2 la mgucap
(kalo reti lg nk mgucap)?
lainla kalo buat pkara baik,
boleh la nk bangga
ni..............
kalo ko nkorg pandang tinngi kat ko
ko kene hormat diri ko tu dulu..
ko tau kan bape juta org dh anggap ko jahat
bangga la tu?
ko kene la ubah
jgn teruskan ape yg ko buat dulu
jd la beeter person
ko tau tak yg,
aku baru rase bes kwn ngn ko
tp bile tgk ko cmni..cancel
cube ko fikir
cmane la satu hari nnti ko ske kat sorg pompuan ni,
pompuan yg lgsung xtau psl mse silam ko
n ko nk ambek die jd wife ko
ko rase family pompuan tu strime ko ke
bile tau prangai ko mse mude2 teruk nk mampus?
xpyh carik jauh
budak darjah satu pun tau
konpem ko kene reject
trus msuk tong sampah
no.aku bukan ckp aku ni baik sgt
tp at least, aku xdela xsenonoh cm ko
parent aku dh cukup ajar aku
mne yg baik, mne yg buruk
malu la wei
kalo bukan ngn aku
pelis malu ngn parent ko,
family ko
adik bradik ko
jiran tetangga ko
cikgu2 ko
lecturer2 ko
dan jgn lupe
pd Tuhan.
serius, aku mnyesal skg ni.
menyesal sbb bg pluang kat ko utk bramah mesra ngn aku
MENYESAL.
aku just harap satu hari nanti
ko tjga dr tidur
pastu pikir balik ape yg ko dh buat
dan rase malu,
malu smpai xboleh nk kuar umah
malu wlopun nk kol mntk maaf kat mangsa2 ko.
anyway
aku patut brterima kasih kat ko
sbb bg pgalaman sgt bharga ni kat aku
tenkiu ye encik engineer-to-be.
igt la what goes aroud comes around.
kalo tak kat ko
maybe kat anak cucu ko.
wallahualam.

rasa dihati

apa diharap padi di ladang,
entah berbuah entahkan tidak,
entah dimakan punai melayang,
apa diharap kasihnya orang,
entahkan sudi entahkan tidak,
entah-entah disambar orang...

hahahahaha kalo la ade org tau rase dihati ni..
nway i'm in really good mood..it is bcoz of him? i dunno.
maybe bcoz of hlovate? i dunno. or maybe bcoz now i now why
lately my heart beat super duper triple fast?
i dunno>>>>

thinking of you

If you need a friend

and

there are a hundred steps between me and you,

you can take the 1st step to get near me

and

i will take all 99 step to be there for you.

still not enuff?

True meaning of friendship:

Where there is no compromise in telling the secret.

And
there is no secret for which u need to compromise.

and read this,



i
May

Not

Be

The

Most

Important

Person

In

Your

Life

But

I

just

Hope

That

One

Day…

When

You

Hear

My

Name

You

Will

Just

Smile

&

Say

Hey

That’s
my friend

i'm not write this for no reason :)