dia.sangat.serius.kali.ini.dan.saya.mula.takut.

apa nak buat?  -_-

 I think I just bought too much things that I don't even know where/how/when to use all of them.

#bad side of me urghhh

we are never getting back together

by Taylor Swift

Assalamualaikum. 

fuhhh fuhhhh tiup sikit habuk 'diari' terbiar nih. manusia normal ada dua tiga  
aje laman sosial tapi ngko ada tiga empat lima. camane nak berlaku adil ye dak?

1) Alhamdulilah masih sihat anggota badan. Alhamdulilah masih ada ahli keluarga 
yang cukup. Alhamdulilah masih ada rezeki untuk terus hidup. Alhamdulilah syukur :) 

2) Lagi seminggu sebelum pulang ke 'sarang'? I hate that fact. Next!!

3) Masih gagal membawa kereta tanpa guider disebelah. They just don't confident 
with me who are over confident???

4) Aim cuti : pulun habis Scent of Women, King 2Hearts, Rooftop Prince. 
Completed : Big & Gentlemen Dignity. ni lah namanya jauh panggang dari api. 

5) Alhamdulilah berkat kerja, berjaya la beli barang yang selalu diidam-idamkan. 
Alhamdulilah tak sia-sia lahhh daku memerah keringat :)

6) Mak seperti biasa, suka menembak soalan berkaitan jodoh/berbahas/menyampaikan 
idea ciri menantu pilihan mak/kenduri yah nanti mak nak itu ini/majlis orang tu macam
ni dan mak tak suka dan sewaktu dengannya. Amboi tau la anak bujang dia yang 
nak kahwin, jangan libatkan anak dara dia okey? Nasib baik abah cool. Rilek aje layan mak. Love you abah!!

7) Raya. Hmmm macam biasa-biasa aje. Bila adik beradik tak cukup, raya dah 
tak serupa macam raya dah. Dengar takbir pun tak eksited macam dulu-dulu. Lemau habis 
malam raya tuh. Nasib la bila balik Semenyih, dapat rendang ayam style minang maklong. 
Pulak tu ada ketupat panas-panas. "Eh menambah makan nampak?" Abah buat lawak. 
Belum ngap ngap moist chocolate cake Kak Intan lagi *tertelan air liur ye masa menaip 
nih* Haihhhh. Alhamdulilah ada pakcik makcik sepupu sepapat yang bermurah hati kongsi 
rezeki.Tengok isi sampul duit raya dorang bagi, haippp terus mencanak naik semangat raya. 
Terima kasih daun keladi :)) 
*ehhhhhh ni ngko cakap raya biasa-biasa aja? ni baru story first raya*

Check out dulu. Byeeeeeeeee *walaupun entah bila bole update blog* keke

Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai!!


1) Bakal bekerja sebagai tukang masak. Ya tukang masak untuk budak prasekolah. Hahahahahahahahaha. 


2) Dan bakal bos ialah *drumroll********************  Puan Hikmah keke 


3) Oleh kerana gaji yang bakal diterima *ehem* agak lumayan maka haruslah semangat buat survey makanan apa bebudak kecik ni suka makan, siap check makanan tu berkhasiat ke tak, berapa gram lemak, protein dalam satu pinggan lengkap. Yelah kita taknak  budak-budak ni obes pulak kan? Maka semalam, sesampainya Puan Hikmah dari sekolah, terus "eh mak budak2 ni kena makan banyak sayurkan? yah rasa kalo masak blablabla boleh ni sebab blablabla"


guess what Puan Hikmah reply?


"yah kerja nanti masa bulan puasa maka bagi budak-budak ni coco krunch aje"


pfttttttttttttttttttt *lap peluh*


4) Eh sedap pulak Monster- Bigbang ni. Baru download tadi hahaha. 


5) Pasal nak continue lesen, masa awal2 cuti aritu bukan main mengada nak rest dulu laa, malas lagi laaaa, ni bila dah start keje, mula laa cuak. Kata nak raya ni nak drive myvi? Apa kes??? Cis


6) Oh no, why Gong Yoo is so devastatingly dashing?? Haihh I guess handsome man macam beliau can pull any type of job la. Agaknya kalau beliau jadi tukang sapu pun mesti nampak kacak jugak haiahh nomnomnom <3 oh Jang Woo pun bole tahan jugak dalam I Do I Do, tapi siyes, drama tu agak bosan. No heartfeeling, tapi yes, rasa macam nak stop tengok dah


7) Hmm dalam masa 2 bulan ni, ada laa baca 3 novel. Ros Biru Untuk Awak, Mr Right Untuk Ann & Isteri Separuh Masa. 
The first two novels were good, but the last one seems worthless reading. hahaha


8) Dan tetiba jadi avid Grey's Anatomy follower. Dan tetiba jugak terasa nak carik husband doktor hahaha


*baik berhenti sebelum merepek lagi*
daaaaaaa

esok resulr keluar.
please say it isn't so.

jeles

"it's alright because from now on I will become your personal sky" 
 - It's Happen , Shut Up Flower Boy Band ost part 3

Assalamualaikum 


I hate this feeling - jealousy.. because I know I shouldn't feel that, as Allah gives
fare rezeki to everyone.. but you know... I'm a normal human being after all..


so my MSU friends, Good Luck for your last semester


and I will be there for another 3/4/5 years  




p/s : the song has nothing to do with this post

video :)

Assalamualaikum :)

if you have spare time, yet don't know what to do,

and instead of watching / listening to repeated movie /songs,

check out this video.

InsyaAllah we can learn something new.

take a deeeeep breath!!

1) say yes to camp~~
 After a boring midterm break *don't ask why*, I ended it by joining a program
at Ulu Yam,Selangor. It was only for two days, but oh boy, my last camping trip
was about decade ago, so I was sooooo tranquil to the point I nearly can't sleep. 
And, ehem,*jeng jeng jeng* I just knew that most of male participants are
engineers-to-be a day before we departure to the camp site, so as 
the very traditional Athirah who is very the shy lagi penyegan, I was reallyyyy nervous!! 
But Alhamdulilah, everything was wonderful.I got a very funny leader and 8 sporting
team mates and river trailing was so osemm!!  

"Fear me if you dare

Dear me if you care"

2) Examsssssss.

I have to do extra work, if I want to major in Psychology. Enough said.And for

Creative Thinking, I can't use my 'creative' mind any more. Just follow the notes.

Grrr.

3) Jalan-jalan

My friends and I were always want to try Korean Food. And after a few busy-exam-days,

we went out to Times Square, and we want to Sop******, and Ida and Amal chose to eat

ddukbokki and jjangmyun, and I chose to eat ddukbokki and ramyun, and we ordered 

stim egg as side dish.BUT to be frank, all of that were tasteless, and green tea

that they serve were sooo hangittt. Just like you drink air beras terbakar!! bluekkk~~

For me, I can still eat ddukbokki, and ramyun is still considered as okay, but my besties,

Ida, langusung can't eat any of that, including kimchi and side dishes, and

only food that she was able to consume was stim egg. Maybe  it was our tekak can't accept

the food, so I wonder how people love all of these foods. So, 3 of us swear to not

touch Korean Food any more, until we can forget the taste of beras hangit kekekeke.

4) Drama update.
Don't dare to watch any drama right now. It will take most of my free time.
But from what I see, Micky's new drama seems enjoyable (and Syud 
recommended it btw) . Oh holiday, can't you come earlier? Anddddd,
Junho and Kim So Eun are always my bias, and their reality show seems
interesting. Hmmm

dancing on my own

I have RASOK paper in few minutes, and Arabic test tomorrow morning
and my killer paper, Psyc follow after that.


I know I should/must/have to study in this critical moments,
but hey, let's check this new song - dancing on my own
from Pixie Lott (remember this adik sing mama do uh uh uh)
feat Bingbang's TOP & GD.


Nothing new, but the idea to combine Hollywood artist with well known
Kpop singer is great. It just kill bird with thousand stones.


and somehow I do think that Pixie Lott will get many new fans from Kpop fans




p/s : oh crap I should get ready by now. just pray for my success k? 


chow!!

come as you are?

 Exams. Notes. Memorization. Heavy books.

Welcome Back

never assume. ask

I don't like my schedule for this semester.


On Monday and Wednesday, I just have two classes, 
Arabic 11-12.50 and Wahyu 3.30 - 4.50 
*yes Wahyu is not related with Psychology but I have to take IRK 
(islamic revelation knowledge)  subjects as my elective subject.
therefore with that 'heavenly' timetable, I can still have time to watch 
dramas or read novels with a cup of hot chocolate. hmm nyummyy


but on Tuesday and Thursday, I have a very pack schedule with 4 continuous 
classes start from 8-9.50 Arabic, 10-11.50 Creative Thinking (also IRK subject),
2-3.20 Psyc and 3.30-4.50 Communication. 


I'm not complaining, just to share that I dislike my schedule. That's all.


p/s: to those who still confused, we Uia student don't have class on Friday, 
as respecting the day,that's why we have to bear with craziness of our schedule,
but it's ok, as long as we have extra holiday hahaha


p/s: but we have to attend fardu ain/halaqah classes on Saturday morning sobss


p/s : I REALLY REALLY MISS my Msu time, when the admin have already structured
the timetable, and we just need to follow. Here, we have to plan our own 
timetable, know what subject to take, and if all classes are full, we have to beg the
lecturers for their signatures, in order to study in their classes. SANGAT TOUGH
YE KAWAN2.


ohh again. I'm not whining. Just................ 


whatever it is, studying is one of 'Ibadah, therefore we have to bear
with all of the tiring schedule, as our main reason to learn is to get 
the baraqah from Allah :) 

troublemaker?

"Life doesn't change but people do,

so learn to accept that nobody is

who you thought you knew"

p/s: I hope I won't be a troublemaker anymore. 

alhamdulilah

I can still achieve my dream~~ 

200th

listening to : Back in time - Lyn (The moon embraces the sun ost)


TAKUT.


it's not like I don't have any option if I failed, but I can't stand with any failure anymore

*bukan kisah benar

di suatu pagi, januari 2012 

papa : Papa tengok kan, Jamil (bukan nama sebenar) tu dah form 5 baru 
nampak matang. Kalau tak, sebijik macam budak baru lepas sunat *senyum 
simpul*


mama : Betul sangat tu papa. Kalau nak diikutkan, anak-anak kita buat apa 
pun  semua lambat. Tak sama macam anak orang lain. Haa papa tengok aje
 la si Jaafar (bukan nama sebenar) tu, dah besar panjang pun still takde aweks lagi. 
Orang muda macam dia,cuti-cuti ni mana nak lekat kat rumah.Tapi dia,
hmmmm selagi ada cuti, asyik tido aje..Bantal tula jadi aweks dia.


papa : Itu la. Papa pun risau jugak tengok dia. Jaafar tu okey lagi sebab dia
lelaki.Si Jelita (bukan nama sebenar)tu pun risaukan saya. Asyik dok depan laptop 
aje tengok drama, macam mana la nak jumpa boyfriend. Lepas tu sibuk bising-bising 
kenapa henpon dia tak berbunyik.Hishhh.Susah hati saya.


mama : Ma ingat nak cucuk jarum la.Tolong sikit budak-budak ni.Kita kan
ramai contacts..


papa : Hish awak ni. Biarlah diorang carik sendirik.Nanti kita dah berkenan,
diorang pulak tak suka.Kan dah macam drama tuu.Haa macam drama yang mama
suka sangat tu.Apa tajuk dia ma?Tentang Dhia? ke Tentang Depa?  *ketawa lagi


mama: *serius* Pa, saya tolong kenalkan aja.Yang lebih-lebih tu, pandai-pandai la
budak-budak tu yang uruskan. Takde la sampai nak paksa kawin guna bomoh 
tu semua. Nauzubillah.


papa: Ma,yang penting, kita doa ajelah yang terbaik untuk budak-budak tu. 
Kalo jodoh diorang cepat, adalah. Kalau tak, nak cakap apa lagi..


mama : Yelah
      
*bukan kisah benar*

him

I finally woke up in a very stressful morning, after successfully ignored the past five alarms that I setted last night. I used Adam Levine's duet song with Christina Augilera as my alarm tone. Believe me, his voice is so annoying.Everyone should use this song as their alarm tone. The ray of sunlight from the naked windows came across my eyes, and I could hear the sound of children's voices and laughs from the nearest school, and I knew, it was almost 8 or 9 o'clock. I fold my blanket, and started to think which house chores that my mom left to me to do first, which I only took 5 seconds to think, and I used other few minutes to decide which variety shows that I should watch after finished all the works. Running man or Oh! My School?  Hmm. Then, I brushed my teeth, and went straight to the kitchen and wahhh, all the dishes that I promised to wash on the previous night, gone. Magically. Then with confusion in my mind, I moved to our tiny dining table to tidy up all the leftover food, and jjanng, they were gone. And as I opened the tudung saji,  magnificently, I found a polystyrene with fried noodle and 3 popias with a mug of Milo on the table. Wow!! I was spellbound with all these magic. I don't have to wash the dishes and now I don't have to prepare the breakfirst? Wow.Super daebak. I asked myself, did I actually  have any secret twin that do all the chores while the real me is sleeping? If is so, by now,  'she' surely already done with laundry!! With full of excitement, I went to the another naked windows, I opened it and yeahhhh my prediction was 100% correct. I guess my second version of me is so hardworking and my mom would glad to keep her as the 4th daughter as all yesterday's clothes were hanging in the ampian 50 m from where I stood and I surely can smell the fragment of pink's Downy from there. In other words, all my 'morning' duties were done, and I free to do anything and everything. With smile on my face, I thanked my second 'me'. I took a long bath, acapella-ed I Love You Like A Love Song while scrubbing my body,then used my mom's fancy facial foam after using my own Nanonanonano, brushed my teeth once again, then chose to wear my favourite t-shirt,put a toner, combed my hair,applied a lot of talcum powder and stepped out to the living room. Now is the time to watch TV!! 


 *noted: my living room is so small and we usually don't sweep the floor unless the habuk is really notifying,therefore 'sweeping the floor is never listed in my to-do-list*


*** THAT IS THE REAL STORY OF A REALLY ANNOYING-SPOILT DAUGHTER WHEN ALL THE CHORES ARE DONE BY HER FATHER. 


note from that lazy girl :
1) don't follow me. NEVER use me as example.
2) I glad to have a very kind father, but all his kindness turn me to be such a lazy woman, 
especially when my mom is not around. 
3) hmmm and I don't know what gonna happen to me if one day he ....... 
arghhhhhhh I just even can't think of that
4) my ultimate reason to blog about him is - as reminder for me to be a good daughter 
for him, and never disobey his instructions, although it may be hard~~~~~ 

crazy days and night with my new siblings

we were not that close. we barely knew each other's name and hardly to remember faces.

but then after we got 'mission' to set up a stage for a programme, we suddenly closer

in a blink.we went through hard and tiring days together, and give supports to each

other.I personally don't take a much time to get closer with them, especially after

I knew that there are younger than me . Although I am a year older, we have similar

mind, and they refuses to treat me as their older sister after all.

but, we really show our true 'siblingness' after spent one and a half day together.

no bath, no changing cloth, we still close as ever.

what we did?

1- karaoke at wangsawalk *i only sang after the 3 boys went out* maluuuu

2- trip to i-city * drive macam KESAS tu kitorang yang punya*

3- solat sama2

4- walk together : i-city

5- beratur & makan kfc sama2

6- jalan sama2 * dorg ni suka hilang2 so 'akak2' ni terpaksa kontrol

7- gi sunway untuk midnight movie ---> *jalan2 dalam shopping complex lepas

pukul 12 malam---siyess memang gilaa* rasa macam tengah filming running man

pun ada haha

8- tengok movie sama2 --> the darkest hour *even ramai yg tido sebenarnya*

9- masuk toilet lelaki sebab toilet pompuan dah penuh and the 3 boys still at the

door waiting for us <---- auch terharu

10- berhenti kat masjid - solat isyak and tido skejap * sebab dah mengantuk

tahap tak boleh bukak mata

11- breakfast pukul 5 pagi kat mamak <--- pastu orangpun pandang pelik kenapa laa

10 anak2 dara keluar pagi2 ngn 3 anak teruna

great experiences, great time

let's meet again next semester ye adik-adik :)

29/12 - icity

tira-syahida-haliza-bob a.k.a fitri

faiz-fitri-syai-fatin-zati-ida-liza-fizi-fifi-ira-tira-ika

not in pic : amir si tukang tangkap gamba

7th december - main audi

us again + bro alip

us with madam harvindar

*she does look like bollywood actress kan?*

p/s : but I still miss my msu's friends. they are priceless