alhamdulilah

I can still achieve my dream~~ 

200th

listening to : Back in time - Lyn (The moon embraces the sun ost)


TAKUT.


it's not like I don't have any option if I failed, but I can't stand with any failure anymore

*bukan kisah benar

di suatu pagi, januari 2012 

papa : Papa tengok kan, Jamil (bukan nama sebenar) tu dah form 5 baru 
nampak matang. Kalau tak, sebijik macam budak baru lepas sunat *senyum 
simpul*


mama : Betul sangat tu papa. Kalau nak diikutkan, anak-anak kita buat apa 
pun  semua lambat. Tak sama macam anak orang lain. Haa papa tengok aje
 la si Jaafar (bukan nama sebenar) tu, dah besar panjang pun still takde aweks lagi. 
Orang muda macam dia,cuti-cuti ni mana nak lekat kat rumah.Tapi dia,
hmmmm selagi ada cuti, asyik tido aje..Bantal tula jadi aweks dia.


papa : Itu la. Papa pun risau jugak tengok dia. Jaafar tu okey lagi sebab dia
lelaki.Si Jelita (bukan nama sebenar)tu pun risaukan saya. Asyik dok depan laptop 
aje tengok drama, macam mana la nak jumpa boyfriend. Lepas tu sibuk bising-bising 
kenapa henpon dia tak berbunyik.Hishhh.Susah hati saya.


mama : Ma ingat nak cucuk jarum la.Tolong sikit budak-budak ni.Kita kan
ramai contacts..


papa : Hish awak ni. Biarlah diorang carik sendirik.Nanti kita dah berkenan,
diorang pulak tak suka.Kan dah macam drama tuu.Haa macam drama yang mama
suka sangat tu.Apa tajuk dia ma?Tentang Dhia? ke Tentang Depa?  *ketawa lagi


mama: *serius* Pa, saya tolong kenalkan aja.Yang lebih-lebih tu, pandai-pandai la
budak-budak tu yang uruskan. Takde la sampai nak paksa kawin guna bomoh 
tu semua. Nauzubillah.


papa: Ma,yang penting, kita doa ajelah yang terbaik untuk budak-budak tu. 
Kalo jodoh diorang cepat, adalah. Kalau tak, nak cakap apa lagi..


mama : Yelah
      
*bukan kisah benar*

him

I finally woke up in a very stressful morning, after successfully ignored the past five alarms that I setted last night. I used Adam Levine's duet song with Christina Augilera as my alarm tone. Believe me, his voice is so annoying.Everyone should use this song as their alarm tone. The ray of sunlight from the naked windows came across my eyes, and I could hear the sound of children's voices and laughs from the nearest school, and I knew, it was almost 8 or 9 o'clock. I fold my blanket, and started to think which house chores that my mom left to me to do first, which I only took 5 seconds to think, and I used other few minutes to decide which variety shows that I should watch after finished all the works. Running man or Oh! My School?  Hmm. Then, I brushed my teeth, and went straight to the kitchen and wahhh, all the dishes that I promised to wash on the previous night, gone. Magically. Then with confusion in my mind, I moved to our tiny dining table to tidy up all the leftover food, and jjanng, they were gone. And as I opened the tudung saji,  magnificently, I found a polystyrene with fried noodle and 3 popias with a mug of Milo on the table. Wow!! I was spellbound with all these magic. I don't have to wash the dishes and now I don't have to prepare the breakfirst? Wow.Super daebak. I asked myself, did I actually  have any secret twin that do all the chores while the real me is sleeping? If is so, by now,  'she' surely already done with laundry!! With full of excitement, I went to the another naked windows, I opened it and yeahhhh my prediction was 100% correct. I guess my second version of me is so hardworking and my mom would glad to keep her as the 4th daughter as all yesterday's clothes were hanging in the ampian 50 m from where I stood and I surely can smell the fragment of pink's Downy from there. In other words, all my 'morning' duties were done, and I free to do anything and everything. With smile on my face, I thanked my second 'me'. I took a long bath, acapella-ed I Love You Like A Love Song while scrubbing my body,then used my mom's fancy facial foam after using my own Nanonanonano, brushed my teeth once again, then chose to wear my favourite t-shirt,put a toner, combed my hair,applied a lot of talcum powder and stepped out to the living room. Now is the time to watch TV!! 


 *noted: my living room is so small and we usually don't sweep the floor unless the habuk is really notifying,therefore 'sweeping the floor is never listed in my to-do-list*


*** THAT IS THE REAL STORY OF A REALLY ANNOYING-SPOILT DAUGHTER WHEN ALL THE CHORES ARE DONE BY HER FATHER. 


note from that lazy girl :
1) don't follow me. NEVER use me as example.
2) I glad to have a very kind father, but all his kindness turn me to be such a lazy woman, 
especially when my mom is not around. 
3) hmmm and I don't know what gonna happen to me if one day he ....... 
arghhhhhhh I just even can't think of that
4) my ultimate reason to blog about him is - as reminder for me to be a good daughter 
for him, and never disobey his instructions, although it may be hard~~~~~ 

crazy days and night with my new siblings

we were not that close. we barely knew each other's name and hardly to remember faces.

but then after we got 'mission' to set up a stage for a programme, we suddenly closer

in a blink.we went through hard and tiring days together, and give supports to each

other.I personally don't take a much time to get closer with them, especially after

I knew that there are younger than me . Although I am a year older, we have similar

mind, and they refuses to treat me as their older sister after all.

but, we really show our true 'siblingness' after spent one and a half day together.

no bath, no changing cloth, we still close as ever.

what we did?

1- karaoke at wangsawalk *i only sang after the 3 boys went out* maluuuu

2- trip to i-city * drive macam KESAS tu kitorang yang punya*

3- solat sama2

4- walk together : i-city

5- beratur & makan kfc sama2

6- jalan sama2 * dorg ni suka hilang2 so 'akak2' ni terpaksa kontrol

7- gi sunway untuk midnight movie ---> *jalan2 dalam shopping complex lepas

pukul 12 malam---siyess memang gilaa* rasa macam tengah filming running man

pun ada haha

8- tengok movie sama2 --> the darkest hour *even ramai yg tido sebenarnya*

9- masuk toilet lelaki sebab toilet pompuan dah penuh and the 3 boys still at the

door waiting for us <---- auch terharu

10- berhenti kat masjid - solat isyak and tido skejap * sebab dah mengantuk

tahap tak boleh bukak mata

11- breakfast pukul 5 pagi kat mamak <--- pastu orangpun pandang pelik kenapa laa

10 anak2 dara keluar pagi2 ngn 3 anak teruna

great experiences, great time

let's meet again next semester ye adik-adik :)

29/12 - icity

tira-syahida-haliza-bob a.k.a fitri

faiz-fitri-syai-fatin-zati-ida-liza-fizi-fifi-ira-tira-ika

not in pic : amir si tukang tangkap gamba

7th december - main audi

us again + bro alip

us with madam harvindar

*she does look like bollywood actress kan?*

p/s : but I still miss my msu's friends. they are priceless