depressed.

first at all, if u're stranger,who not noe me deeply

u might dont understand my situation

thus, dont judge me

i'm not blame you, or anyone else

i'm not mad at you

it is about me, and my broken heart

sumtime, i cant deny dat

i felt very depressed,

ur attitude,

ur expectation,

ur ambition,

ur hope,

ur dream

toward me

are toooooooo high

dat hard to me to get it

nor impossible to me to through it

i noe u noe dat

but still

u push me

every single day

u broke my heart, it's ok

u make my cry, i can accept it

u make me felt down, emm....i still can recover

but,

excessive stress comes from u,

really enough for me

i'm normal, ordinary human

who has soft heart, and pair of eyes dat easy to wet

i cant accept ur scold, anger,disappoint in a same time

i hate crying.

even now, writing about you

makes my tend to cry

i know, u dont understand me

and always underestimate me

y????

am i too bad to you?

am i too stupid?

am i not fix ur expectation?

i'm sorry.

i do a lot of mistakes.

yes i do.

but cant u forget it?

please give me more time and space

for me to show up my true ability

and please

accept my weakness

and believe to my strengthness

sarangheyo.

i'm sorry.